I HOPE he treating me so good isn't fake. He bought a couple ring. The Ring Of Love. We promised each other, Don't hide anything from each other, have things just say. And he said, the ring represent that he promise we will be together forever. At far east, at some smoking place? We went to smoke, was with Athalie, Deqing. Dear even kneel down and put the ring in my finger and there's people looking also, i was so paiseh. xD Like as if he's marrying me. Hahas. I just hope this isn't just making me happy. But i'm really happy that he loves me and i loves him too! xD My life are filled with colours now. He's the one lighting up my life. My one and only dearest, Darren! iLy-

I will blog about a little about this few days what i've done. On Wed, watched Colic with Darren. It was quite scary. Anyway, i'm back with Darren. He's treating me much better then last time already. After show, met DeQing. Lazy and no time to blog. Always sleep, wake up go out already. Then stay out till very late and tired. On thursday, friday, Chill with friends. Boring but kinda fun. Hahas. Saturday, Went town with DearDear, Athalie and DeQing. Went shopping. Deqing bought 2 shirt from Stussy and X-large, Athalie bought a pair of jean, Baby and i bought belt. After shopping with them. Justin came along too. After then, we decided to catch a movie. Watched 9.56. This movie is damn freaky scary lah! I don't even dare to open my eyes and see. Kept closing my eyes. Hahas. Was real scary. Everyone, Catch that Movie. Damn freaky. Hahas. Alright, After movie we headed back tamp, chill. For Sunday, Meet my baby, DeQing and Nelson. Chill and after that went DeQing's house play Playstation. Hahas. The first time i came his house, asked him to take drinks for me and all. Lols. Then he said "You think you Princess isit?! This is my house leh!!" Lols. Damn funny. It was fun with them. After that, around 12am we went to eat and Baby headed home and now I miss him dearly! =x I guess That's all for now. Gonna head to bed. Tatas.

Last two days, went hospital for check-up. Darren accompany me. This few days, he's been waking up early for me. I'm really happy. We're friends, though i still love him alot. Back to the point, after check-up. Met whit at orchard. She wanna buy a gift for dom, so went with her. We were having fun ourself too. She is damn choosy! Lols. Go quite alot of places. After she bought the gift for her bf, we headed to eat at Cine. Damn fun. After eating, went out to fag. New word learnt. Hahas. Soon after, we went to meet whit's bf, and dom's friends. Cause we don't know what to do, so they planned! We went PartyWorld to sing songs. With them, really won't feel a little boredness. Always having programmes to do. Hahas. That's very cool of them. We sang till 3+ am, after that we cab home already. Uhms, that's all for now? Don't know what to blog much. I can't post photos sia):

Later going to my friend's Birthday party. Happy Birthday to DeQing in Advance(:

Since it's a boring day today for me, i shall blog a little. Okay. On the 7th Nov, i'm admitted into hospital due to overdosage of pills. Not panadols. 23 tablets of Paracetamol. Aww, Now thinking of it, i feel like puking. Just discharged yesterday noon. Warded in hospital is real scary for me. Neverminds, i won't say much. Cause i don't want any one to sympathies me.

Later, i shall have fun, don't think so much of anything. Spend my days, shopping. Even though, it's hard for me to erase those memories, but i've to, in order to lead a better life. I can't hang on to the past all the time. Anyway, Going to meet my Whit at Town, watch Movie. That's all for now.

To you,
Those memories we've known, all the laughter and fun. I'm starting to miss those days when i'm with you. It's real hard for me to forget you now, but i'll pray that we could start from the scratch again. 'ILoveyou', Darren Pereira. From the bottom of my heart.