I'd never want to see you unhappy,

I thought you'd want the same for me..

Trying hard to control my heart...

Still, you're the one i miss

I have not given up, and yet I have no faith.
I can smile easily, but I hold more pain than anyone knows.
People will never understand how I feel.
But still, live life to its fullest because i'll never know what will happen next..
Perhaps, i might die the next moment i step outta my house or what-so-ever?
No one can predict anything..



Why do you see all the negative things, in me?
Because all i ever do is try to be, all that i can be.
You know your hurting me, all the things you said to me.
As i lie at night i'm imagining things, how it used to be.
What am i to do with a broken heart?

Off!

Heyo in the house yo!

Come on, Welcome me back for updating my blog again? Heheh. ;x

Hip hip hoorayyyyy ~

Okay, i know i'm lame.

Basically, had been working since last week.

So, i don't really have the time to update my blog everyday.

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& ytd, went out with Amber, her bf and one of his friend.

I don't wish to go out ytd budden just for the sake of hers, i went lahhh!

"Being Force To Go" >.<

You better be honoured, i tell you. :x

Went to chill over at East coast Hong kong cafe, after that back home...

Anyway, Thanks for sending me home (:

I'm not what I appear to be

You torned my heart into pieces.

Pains inflicting on me each day passes by.

I'm hurt and I want you to know.




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P.S : I'm missing you, but what can I do..

This feeling inside, i just break down and cry..

Insomnia..

I'm seriously inability to obtain sufficient sleep. It's 4.22am yet i'm still here blogging away when i need to wake up at 8am later on. What am i thinking about? You? Why must i feel uncomfortable and sensitive when he don't even bother about me anymore. I feel miserable yet he's always on cloud-nine. You just simply don't understand how I feel because you don't even care at all. Every human do have feelings yet you just stabbed through my heart from the back.

I know that you have fallen for someone else. There's nothing i can do anymore.

I'm sick and tired of everything.

What is going hell on in my life.

I hate Year 2008.

Everything is not going smoothly.

How i wish i could have a time machine back to 2007.

Sigh.

Gonna close down my blog soon..

P.S : You'll always be the one i truly love..

Was it that easy for you to forget about this relationship?

Can't we have another try to hold back this relationship?

我很想要快乐, 可是我做不到.

嗨...

You're still the one I love and miss internally..

There's nothing else in this world can replace the special you in my "heart".

I'll always love you, hyk.

Thanks a million for celebrating my birthday. *I'm contented*
I'm extremely happy on that day.
I'm like the happiest woman in the world, seriously. (:

Last but not least, much Thanks to those whom celebrated my birthday and birthday wishes!
Much loves! ;D

There's still more peektures to come...
So, stay tune yeah? ;)
I'll update later on or so!

我真的受伤了

Peektures in my computer for donkey years.
There's still more to upload, but .............

I appear to be carefree,
Because it's the only way to camouflage my sadness..




Gahhhhhhh! ~
Moodswing. Upset. Paranoid. Silly. Irritated. Frustrated. Stress.

Will not be blogging that often anymore.
I'll be back soon i guess? :'(

我要快乐! 我要快乐! 我要快乐!

I hate to put on a fake smile and it's only there trying to fool the public.

Someone who can make me smile genuinely.

If we were still together, it's our 1 year 5 months anniversary today...

T_T