Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Letting myself live more happily is the right choice.


Hey yo everyone. Imma not dead yet.
Well, it's been a hectic week.. emotionally.
But i wanna thank you to those whom stood by me, tolerating my nonsense, attitude and temper.
And thanks to those whom concern about me via tagboard, don't worry ya!
I'll be fine yo. :D
I just need a getaway from everything.


Anyway, i'll blog soon when i feel like to.
Till then. (:

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

I wish to fly away from here

I've been getting a lot of mood swings lately. I can't be entirely sure what's causing it. The change in my sleep schedule that leaves me often tired and zombified in the day. It's just my emotional neediness acting up again.

This is the only platform whereby i could rant whatever that i want. Tho now the loneliness masks my cries in this dark place.
I'd be lying if I said I am okay now. I just feel that my heart feels as though it weighs a ton.
I'm just so freaking depressed.




Before I leave...


I guess I won't be blogging for some time.
Lovely readers of mine, do keep my tagboard alive and kicking eh. I'll be upset if i don't see hits & tags! >:(
Hopefully, till then i'm back there's no more emo post.
It will all get better in time.




P.S : I'm Sorry. You may think that i'm heartless or call whatever names that suits me now. Have you ever tried putting yourself in my shoe? What it's like, to be me?

Tuesday, June 16, 2009



I wish that I could photoshop all our bad memories
cause the Flashbacks won't leave me alone.




Super no mood.


Bye.

Monday, June 15, 2009

Bring back my genuine smiles, will you?


Star is feeling so fatigue.
Star is feeling temperamental, having moodswings lately.
Star feels like giving up on everything.
I may look perfectly fine but deep down, i'm not seriously.





I've been dreaming.
My thoughts are so tempting, I don’t know how it got so bad.
Sometimes it’s so crazy, that nothing can save me.


Every single hour of every single day,
I miss you more and more, don’t know what to say,
I know I closed the door,
You’re gone and on your way
But now, I need you, I need you…
Hello world.

Had my hair treatment done and trimmed today.
That's it!
Seriously, imma dislike my fringe! I feel like shiet totally.
Turned out my fringe look like bangs -.-
That's not what i wanted, darn it.
Friends claims its nizer, but i dont feel the same way like they do.
Mirror mirror on the wall, puhlease allow my fringe to grow asap. Tyvm~


Why is my tagboard so quiet?
Come'on, make some noise earthlings!
xoxo. hugs&kisses.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Ladies night at Butter

It was darn packed with lots of people.
There's no more slots for bags. -.-
But i could said, it was a splendiferous night with lovely peeps around!







St james on Sat! (:
Anyone going?






xoxo.

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

Met up with Whitney & Yuanhui in the middle of the night, lol.
It's been ages since we last lepak under voiddecks or playground.
Jordan & Melvin came over after their sessions of billiard.
Nicholas & Benjamin came along too!





With L-o-v-e, Star.

Monday, June 08, 2009

FIRSTLY, i wanna share with you guys this peekture of kernder.
HE IS TRYING TO ACT CUTE WITH THIS HAMMER THAT HE TOOK IT FROM ARCADEEEE!
Hahahahahahahahaha~


Took a neoprint but couldn't be seen clearly. What a lousy neoprint machine that the arcade have. -.-


Afterwhich, a session of bowling at East coast :)



Till then!
Cheeriozxcasdqwe~

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

30th May 2009, Celebration LOVE of Dave&Madeline's.

Hereby, i'm wishing my dearest sister a blissful marriage and blessings ahead!
Hope everything goes smoothly and may you stay pretty as always~


After seeing my sister in her beautiful gown and all the preparations, out of a sudden got the urge to get married. Haha!
She's the most beautiful bride, i had ever seen :)


Well, shall not elaborate anymore further,
allow the peektures to substitute the words.
FYI, peektures are not going by orders. :)


One word to describe : Gorgeous.

One of the sweaty brother doing pumping, lol.






















The wedding cake from the hotel, nize!







Yuuuuuuuuummmm Seeeenggggggggg~

The cousins! :)
Cousins~

My beautiful mom.

Silver & Me.
The dress made me look fat -.-