I've built a wall not to block anyone out, but to see who loves me enough to climb over it.

2010-02-13T23:50:00.007+08:00

Hi guys! ♥

It's been a long long time since I last enter a post!
Pardon me, for being pure lazy to even click on blogger.com to update. ):
Probably I will be shifting to a new blog space to get the inspiration to blog again.
I'll still keep this little ranting diary of mine here as I can't possibly bear to close this blog down that has been with me ever since year 2005!

Anyway, hereby wishing everyone a Happy prosperous new year!! (:

xoxo,
Star.

2009-12-15T12:44:00.001+08:00

Lazy Sunday

2009-11-08T19:22:00.009+08:00

Hellooooooooo!

Did you guys miss me?!

*insert a smiley face*

Sheesh! I'd left this blog untouched for almost close to a month and my poor readers have been coming back just to see me updating a new post..

OK OK OKAYYYY.

I must admit that sometimes i'm really toooooo lazy to update my blog & I simply just let it accumulate with webs in here.

There's plenty of peektures I'm gonna update but not NOW. hehe.

Really too much that it kept piling up that I don't know which to begin with.

Halloween night la, Dinner&Dance la, etc..

Be patient with me okay?

More peektures coming up soon! Prolly next week? HAHA.

Cheers! xoxo.

Saturday night: Haji Lane

2009-10-18T13:57:00.012+08:00

Took quite some time to upload all the photos as BLOGGER pissed me off just now. Kept unabled to allow me upload photos. Like FINALLY, I'm done.

Headed out with Silver chen and Jeremy neo late evening for shopping. Managed to bought a top from one of my friend's shop named Peepzz. Didn't realized it was her shop till I met her.
Anyway, I'd got no idea when the storewide SALE would end, so feel free to take a look at her shop.
Located at No. 44, Haji Lane, Level 2. :)
Aftermath, headed over to Merdandy for dinner & sheesha.
Their rendang chicken was heavenly.
Memories started to flash back... like whatever..

Before heading out, gave bobby a hug, xoxo.

Kind of feeling monday's blue now, tmrw back to work! :(
Gambatte!
xoxo, Star C.

2009-10-12T15:08:00.000+08:00

2009-10-10T22:11:00.006+08:00

I know I have not been updating recently, been real busy like a bee.
Ever since started working in this environment, there's alot of stuffs I need to catch up with and at the same time need to learn in a fast pace.. Sigh.
So..Star.C, puhlease buck up! Stop being a blur-sotong I tell you.
Upcoming months will be hectic, you got to endure with it. Buck uppp!

I'm recovering soon!
Fell sick past 2 days ago, down with serious throat infection, fever & migraine.
Right now I'm still having that kind of feeling like imma floating in the air, I guess becos I'm weak so yeah. I seriously don't like it, the feeling.

Anyway, I know that i'd neglected this blog of mine. That's not a good thing seeing lesser & lesser hits :( Somehow I feel there's no one reading my blog now..

Still, I just wanna say..

Haha, goodnights my dear readers out there!

Will blog soon, xoxo.

Gathering at 2nd Sissy's Place!

2009-09-27T17:22:00.018+08:00

Having a small bbq gathering at my 2nd sissy's place was really great with nize scenery. The only thing that I'm afraid of the HEIGHT, 19th STOREY! The feeling when I looked down, almost felt like fainting. Like scary only, lol.

But overall, the only word I could described was : AWESOME! ^.^

With lurve, Star C.

2009-09-27T15:44:00.008+08:00

I have no idea whether to laugh at this or whatzxzx.

(CLICK to see a better view)

Will update a proper post later on!
So many things to do, yet so little time.
Kthxbye!

Presenting Bobby!

2009-09-21T13:31:00.003+08:00

Ain't he's the cutest thang?!
HAHAHAHAHA.

PEEK-A-BOO!

Just like a baby only.

Lurveeeeee him to the maxxxx!

Beautiful song.

2009-09-21T00:33:00.001+08:00

Xoxo,
Star.C

Spells AWESOME!

2009-09-15T22:59:00.006+08:00

As you can see, I'm really really a lazylui, nowadays lazy to update my diary..

And for this post, it will be in point form. Hehe.

Shopping
Manicure/Pedicure
Dinner with Mom, Silver Chen, Jeremy Neo
Sleepover at B's place.

Okay, She cannot stopped laughing when the pedicurist started to scrub off the deadskins from the bottom of her foot. BUT she felt shiok afterall! Lol.

Advertorial

2009-08-31T23:58:00.005+08:00

NEW APPARELS THIS MONTH BABES!!

Go take a look at http://www.nailnij.blogspot.com/

while STOCK LAST!

Beany Bean, $22
Somehow, I myself find this piece kinda cool! How about you? ;)

Silver, $24

This piece of dress comes in two colours, PEARL & GREY

BackDoor (White top), $22

Zhanel, $32
(LAST PIECE)

Checkss, $28

There are more apparels for you guys to choose!
So take your time and shop at www.nailnij.blogspot.com today!

2009-08-26T21:03:00.005+08:00

A simple yet "exhausted" day out with B. Haha, you guys must be thinking why did I note the inverted commas right? Well, lemme start the talking. Shopping, playing arcade games like photohunt, bowling and catching toys/sweets machine aren't that fatigued BUT walking home all the way from Pasir Ris is definitely killer. I may sound alittle exaggerating but been some time never exercise leh!
Overall, I did enjoyed myself end of the day tho I don't really have the time to meet B up often.

That's all.
With xoxo, Star.C

Dilemma.

2009-08-13T15:32:00.001+08:00

HELLOOOO!

I need some opinion on whether should I cut my hair short or remain it this way?
Leave a comment on my tagboard, tyvm~ (:

Star, xoxo.

경축!

2009-08-12T00:48:00.003+08:00

Well well well, just came home from Lis' wedding.
Hereby, Congratulations to this newly-wed here, a blissful marriage! (:

Will be uploading more peektures after I have receive them all alright.
Imma heading to bed now, feeling sooo fatigued.

Goodnights, xoxo.

2009-07-31T23:57:00.001+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday, My Dearest Boyf! ;D

Nuffnang Charity - Help our 4 year old Charmaine in her fight against Cancer!

2009-07-29T17:49:00.007+08:00

Highlights for today:-
A 4 year old girl name Charmaine, she's having a Neuroblastoma.

Hey my dear readers,
For those people who do not know what's Neuroblastoma (even i do not know).
Neuroblastoma : a malignant tumor of immature nerve cells that usually starts in the autonomic nervous system or adrenal gland and spreads quickly, most often affecting young children.

Nuffnang is organizing a charity fund-raise for our four-year old Nuffnanger, Charmaine who has been cruelly diagnosed with Neuroblastoma.

As she is in the 4th stage of the illness, Charmaine’s chances of survival are bleak (10%-20%) if she remains in Singapore for treatment. But with the treatment offered in the U.S., she has a higher chance (40%-50%) to survive this ordeal.
However, the cost of treatment in the U.S is high, with the initial deposit coming up to $500,000SGD!

With the help of 40,000 Nuffnanger, if each of us donates just 2 bucks, we'll be able to achieve $80,000!

Well, the only thing we guys can help is to donate some cash. Even though it's only 2 bucks but it means alot to them!

For more information or donation please refer to http://www.nuffnang.com.sg/forcharmaine

you can click from the side of my blog, which I just put up the ads for this donation.

With lurve, xoxo.

Random

2009-07-28T18:21:00.002+08:00

It's been 4 days since i've entered a post.

Well, there's seriously nothing much for me to update either.

Got hooked to this game "Conquer Online", though i know it's such an old game lol.

Have you guys ever tried this bubble milktea from KOI?!?!
If you guys have not try it, please do so.

It's really nice apart from those normal bubble tea.

Awww, out of a sudden have this craving for KOI bubble milktea when i see this peekture NOW! ):

Advertorial

2009-07-24T14:23:00.002+08:00

Hey my sweetest reader out there, take a look here!

http://www.nailnij.blogspot.com/

Which babes doesn't love to shop and have new prettaye clothings huh?

Well anyway, I'm gonna show you guys some of the apparels that i like and i'll definitely get it soon!

SAPPHIRE
26$

This is the navy blue blouse on the top,
and it comes with black as well at the bottom peekture!

Don't you find that the lace at the back is unique?!

CLASSIC BLACK
24$

Such a simple and elegant piece of dress!!

DIAMONDS IN THE SEA
24$

Can you actually see the design, somehow look like some diamond?
That's why it named as Diamonds in the sea! Haha, coooool!

What are you guys waiting for?
Hurry up and VISIT http://www.nailnij.blogspot.com/ NOW! :)

8th July 2009's post.

2009-07-23T17:08:00.005+08:00

I know it's a little to late to update by now but there's too many draft post in blogger.

So ya, tadahhhhh!

My birthday present! Thanks alot! :)

Lurveeeee it truckloads.

Genting trip / 30th June 2009

2009-07-23T16:43:00.001+08:00

Coach bags for SALE.

2009-07-20T16:52:00.004+08:00

Advertising for my sister's blogshop.
http://www.iamsickofu.blogspot.com/

Brand New
100% Authentic!
Receipt will be issued to you upon request.
Bought at SGD365, Selling at SGD345, or SGD325 for fast deal. Price negotiable~
Meet up possible.

Details:-

Ikat Op-Art print fabric with lightweight leather trim.
Inside open pocket.
Fabric Lining.
Zip-top closure.
14" strap
8 (L) x 5 3/4 (H)

Any enquiries, Feel free to email to i12honda@gmail.com (:

2009-07-19T21:17:00.005+08:00

Helloooooooo! (:

Currently at boyf's crib using my E71 to blog eh. *Testing* Haha.
I've nothing to do, plus he's playing dota now. I'm dying of boredom yet I can't rest.
Rest too much earlier on, lol.

I wanna play audi. ):
There's new songs, new apparels and more stuffs too. Haven really tried to play all the new songs yet.
What a sickening boyf I have. Don't wanna lemme use the com! All the way dota dota dotaaaaa. Lol. Okayyyy that's it, I'm dead now. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Kthxbye, xoxo!

16th July 2009.

2009-07-17T14:57:00.010+08:00

It's definitely been some time since i last ate at Swensens so decided to dine in, instead of Cafe Cartel. Till now I still indulge for their ice cream ever since when i'm young.
Like how every young lovely kids loves eating ice-cream. Don't they? ;)

Spice 'n' Chic
Swensen's Combo

Darn, after posting up this delicious, tempting main course makes me hungry too!
*Grins*

Regular Earthquake!

Received this from My Fat Pocket.
Thanks, (:

Hello world.

2009-07-15T00:22:00.009+08:00

Anyone missed me?

There's so much for me to update, been really busy.

Tons of peektures piling up, lol. Seriously.
I'll get all the peektures on Genting trip and my birthday celebration up soon!
There's nothing i could do because the camera ain't with me. Sheesh!

Finally got a new phone E71. Wanted the White steel E71, but sadly it's out of stock! Darn it.
I'm like always changing new phone every less than a year.

Till then.

Countdown, 2 more dayys!

2009-07-08T19:35:00.000+08:00

~~Advance~~
Happy Birthday to You,
Happy Birthday to You,
Happy Birthday to Youuuuuuu,
Happy Birthday to Star!

10th July 1990

Stay tune for more updates very soon!
Show me more lurve.

Craving for Bean Curd

2009-07-06T03:42:00.001+08:00

Superb!

Loyang Temple.

Geylang for supper.

Letting myself live more happily is the right choice.

2009-06-24T18:07:00.003+08:00

Hey yo everyone. Imma not dead yet.

Well, it's been a hectic week.. emotionally.

But i wanna thank you to those whom stood by me, tolerating my nonsense, attitude and temper.

And thanks to those whom concern about me via tagboard, don't worry ya!

I'll be fine yo. :D

I just need a getaway from everything.

Anyway, i'll blog soon when i feel like to.

Till then. (:

I wish to fly away from here

2009-06-17T04:11:00.005+08:00

I've been getting a lot of mood swings lately. I can't be entirely sure what's causing it. The change in my sleep schedule that leaves me often tired and zombified in the day. It's just my emotional neediness acting up again.

This is the only platform whereby i could rant whatever that i want. Tho now the loneliness masks my cries in this dark place.
I'd be lying if I said I am okay now. I just feel that my heart feels as though it weighs a ton.
I'm just so freaking depressed.

Before I leave...

I guess I won't be blogging for some time.

Lovely readers of mine, do keep my tagboard alive and kicking eh. I'll be upset if i don't see hits & tags! >:(

Hopefully, till then i'm back there's no more emo post.

It will all get better in time.

P.S : I'm Sorry. You may think that i'm heartless or call whatever names that suits me now. Have you ever tried putting yourself in my shoe? What it's like, to be me?

2009-06-16T15:44:00.003+08:00

I wish that I could photoshop all our bad memories

cause the Flashbacks won't leave me alone.

Super no mood.

Bye.

Bring back my genuine smiles, will you?

2009-06-15T22:54:00.002+08:00

Star is feeling so fatigue.

Star is feeling temperamental, having moodswings lately.

Star feels like giving up on everything.

I may look perfectly fine but deep down, i'm not seriously.

I've been dreaming.

My thoughts are so tempting, I don’t know how it got so bad.

Sometimes it’s so crazy, that nothing can save me.

Every single hour of every single day,
I miss you more and more, don’t know what to say,
I know I closed the door,
You’re gone and on your way
But now, I need you, I need you…

2009-06-15T00:49:00.004+08:00

Hello world.

Had my hair treatment done and trimmed today.
That's it!
Seriously, imma dislike my fringe! I feel like shiet totally.
Turned out my fringe look like bangs -.-
That's not what i wanted, darn it.
Friends claims its nizer, but i dont feel the same way like they do.
Mirror mirror on the wall, puhlease allow my fringe to grow asap. Tyvm~

Why is my tagboard so quiet?
Come'on, make some noise earthlings!
xoxo. hugs&kisses.

Ladies night at Butter

2009-06-11T18:32:00.003+08:00

It was darn packed with lots of people.

There's no more slots for bags. -.-

But i could said, it was a splendiferous night with lovely peeps around!

St james on Sat! (:
Anyone going?

xoxo.

2009-06-09T16:48:00.001+08:00

Met up with Whitney & Yuanhui in the middle of the night, lol.

It's been ages since we last lepak under voiddecks or playground.

Jordan & Melvin came over after their sessions of billiard.

Nicholas & Benjamin came along too!

With L-o-v-e, Star.

2009-06-08T19:49:00.000+08:00

FIRSTLY, i wanna share with you guys this peekture of kernder.

HE IS TRYING TO ACT CUTE WITH THIS HAMMER THAT HE TOOK IT FROM ARCADEEEE!

Hahahahahahahahaha~

Took a neoprint but couldn't be seen clearly. What a lousy neoprint machine that the arcade have. -.-

Afterwhich, a session of bowling at East coast :)

Till then!
Cheeriozxcasdqwe~

30th May 2009, Celebration LOVE of Dave&Madeline's.

2009-06-03T16:26:00.002+08:00

Hereby, i'm wishing my dearest sister a blissful marriage and blessings ahead!

Hope everything goes smoothly and may you stay pretty as always~

After seeing my sister in her beautiful gown and all the preparations, out of a sudden got the urge to get married. Haha!

She's the most beautiful bride, i had ever seen :)

Well, shall not elaborate anymore further,

allow the peektures to substitute the words.

FYI, peektures are not going by orders. :)

One word to describe : Gorgeous.

One of the sweaty brother doing pumping, lol.

The wedding cake from the hotel, nize!

Yuuuuuuuuummmm Seeeenggggggggg~

The cousins! :)

Cousins~

My beautiful mom.

Silver & Me.

The dress made me look fat -.-

2009-06-03T12:11:00.002+08:00

STAY TUNE FOR UPDATES ON MY SISTER'S WEDDING! :D

Coming up soon with tons of p-e-e-k-t-u-r-e-s!

Random

2009-05-29T01:27:00.004+08:00

Hey guys!

Somehow, i'm blogging at the wrong timing. but imma gonna keep it short ;)

Before heading off to Tampines 1, they came over to pick me up.

Randomly, they wanna take neoprints and i was like "quite" excited because it's been ages since i last took a neoprint. Lol.

Anyw, the neoprints kinda blur though.

I took it using my handp. Hah.

Aftermath, headed back to xg for a match of dota.
- katong for pool session.

A simple day out yet lots of laughters. :)

Looking forward for my sister's wedding!! :D

F1 Fuel Event

2009-05-28T10:35:00.005+08:00

23rd/May.

Last saturday night, working for the event was pretty tiring yet fun. Had to stand with killer heels from 10pm - 6am. The place was pretty packed! And yeah, i had fun with the babes! Sadly to say, we didn't took much peektures as we didn't managed to bring our phone along.
Ohhh yaa, seen quite lots of familiar faces too :)
What we mostly did was party the night away with lots of drinks! Ended work with a tipsy face lol.
Dancing the night away was the best part.

The babes!!

That's all for the night, yo! ^^

2009-05-27T14:58:00.000+08:00

2009-05-20T12:37:00.004+08:00

AH HA!

He's wayyyyyyyy too adorable :D

Couldn't resist taking cute peektures of him.

Woke up 11am in the morning.

Brought bobby down for a walk with my sis. ^^v

Currently having my breakfast craving which is koko crunch w. milk!

Everything turned out much more complicated that i could never solved it..
I need to be alone.
I need colours in my life.
I pray that God you'll keep me in your prayers and guide me through..

Tadaaaaah!

2009-05-18T12:44:00.002+08:00

Presenting Bobby.
He's part of our family now.

He sits and sits and sits and sits.
What a lazybum ;x

He's timid.
Slept with me throughout the entire night which causing me bodyaches when i got up.
I could hardly stretch my legs straight because all the while he's been lying at the end corner of my bed.

He is oh so loveable in our house.

2009-05-17T21:38:00.000+08:00

Have patience with everything that remains unsolved in your heart.
Try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books written in a foreign language. Do not look for the answers. They cannot be given to you because you could not live them. It is a question of experiencing everything. At present you need to live the question. Perhaps one day you will... gradually, without even noticing it, find yourself experiencing the answer, some distant day.

SAVE ME.

2009-05-16T16:49:00.003+08:00

I'm a heartbreaker.
I don't wanna be the caused of it.
I don't wanna be the one hurting people around me.
I don't wanna beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2009-05-15T14:04:00.003+08:00

Yo people. Yeah i'm bored so imma here to update.
The past few days have been hectic... emotionally.
I feel like running away to somewhere far far away whereas that's only me in my own magical world.
I'm tired. Everything ain't going my way.
"Life is so unfair."

2009-05-12T13:16:00.003+08:00

JOKE OF THE DAY
Handling, Joker award to Kele, Cheng San.

He's being such a mongxiong. -.-
His joke seriously super lame and making me laugh like nobody's business.

One day charsaobao and -lockedheart went to watch a movie.
Why charsaobao cry?
Why -lockedheart never cry?
Because charsaobao got (feeling)
-.-

He made me wanna screammmmmmmmmmmm~
LOL.

But sometimes i admit his jokes, can really cheer someone up! :D

Wonder Girls - Now

2009-05-09T11:18:00.004+08:00

NIZE!
In love with this song now!

Enjoy~ ^^v

I need happy pills.

2009-05-08T11:20:00.006+08:00

Star needs a job badly.
Any kind soul willing to offer me a job if there is any?
*Puhlease leave comment at my tagboard* , Thanks a million!
I don't wanna rot my life away, meaninglessly.

I need to switch back my sleeping time.
Waking up in the middle of the night isn't right for humans. Ahh haaaaa.
Was supposed to meet up with Ahhua and cliques but ended up, i stayed home.
Thanks to brandon for bombing my handp. Jitao more than 20 missed calls when i'm awake. Lol.
Power pac~

Auditon is such a mongxiong.
Thanks for that mass dc & having server maintenance now that i got no choice but to play dota to kill time. I just need fxcking 4% more to Level 43. Nuuuu.
Darn, i got to go now.
They waiting for me, dota. :)

I need happy pills.
Sayonara.

I need a little more luck than a little bit.

2009-05-06T10:36:00.008+08:00

Slept afew hours & woke up for (God's sake) not knowing what good reason that got me up.

I really wish i could sleep more than 8 hours today..

A cup of hot cereal drink is superb.

BUT...
Well, i'm craving more of HL milk with nestle coco crunch cereal. :S

When you see my face, hope it gives you hell.

2009-05-05T18:16:00.002+08:00

I feel so fatigue now. I just woke up.

The pimple on my nose is killing meeee.

My right eye is killing me as well.

Sheesh!

What is hell wronggggg!?

At Mr.Bean's (?)

Ah hua look like some sort of worker got retrenched. Haha!

Ah hua & Jazz!
Ahhua & B.sheng (My shortie group) Lol!

I looked crap with that fugly expression. :S
Random.

Hmm, that's all for now.
Till then! ;)

2009-05-05T04:37:00.003+08:00

Star is currently having her mac big breakfast meal now. *Slurps*
Finally she can have her meal, just delivered here.
Shall blog later then! :D

2009-05-03T16:31:00.001+08:00

Letting go is the hardest part..

I'm so lazy to blog nowsaday.
Been so active on dota/audi rather than blogspot.
Woops, life's getting bored.

And yep, went jogging with my sis was hilarious.
I couldn't made myself believed that i actually went jogging late in the night.
It was cool though my leg still hurts like someone is tearing up my muscles.
It's been 3 days mannnnn, torturing pain~

Ending off with 3 peektures took on Saturday night...

Ahn nyeong!
Enjoy your weekend, sweeties. :)

2009-04-27T16:52:00.003+08:00

Halioooooooooo earthlings!
Anyone missed me? Hehe.

Well, i'm back into blogging for today ya. Thanks to that-time-of-the-month which caused me to stone in my teddy-chair, so i decided to update alittle..
I seriously hate periods. Irritate the fuck outta me.

.

.

Thanks for the necklace and melody key-chain, Yikuang,

I'm really shocked and couldn't believed that the necklace was for me, seriously.

You know why am I astonished?!

Alright shall elaborate more.

Actually i never expected him to buy anything for me while he's at Genting..

He mentioned that he only got me a melody key-chain while we were chatting in msn..

After which he sent me the necklace photo asking me whether is this nice?

(This is the photo he sent me)

He claimed that this was what his friend gonna gave to his girlf.
Go on, he asked which will I preferred?
I said Melody key-chain la, i'm a melody-lover what :x
Plus I seldom wear necklace, so ya.

Lastly, he gave me this and i was in total *Speechless*
Kept asking, is this really for me or not blah blah blah.....
*He told me must wear often, Lol.*

Thanks for the wonderful nights we spent together, :)
I'm satisfied with what I have.
As long as his heart is with me, everything is all worth it.

2009-04-21T11:51:00.004+08:00

Current Mood : Mixed feelings,

Current Song : BY2 - 我知道

i still miss you..

Once in a while, you are in my mind..
Sometimes i find myself sitting back and reminiscing about the days that we used to have.
If only you knew every moment in time,
Nothing goes on in my heart,
Just like your memories.
How I want you to be here with me, once more.

2009-04-20T18:56:00.002+08:00

I get so frustrated with you sometimes that I just want to give up completely.
I just want to say forget it and walk away, but it’s so much more complicated than that.
I know that if I end it now I’ll constantly be reminded of what we once had and how much I love you.

Frankly speaking, I don’t think I can handle that.

Life always that Fucked up.
Screw it.

我多希望你, 还在我左右。

2009-04-20T08:37:00.004+08:00

從來沒想過
不能再和你牽手
委屈時候沒有你
陪著我心痛
一切都是我
太過驕縱
以為你會懂
一直忘了說
我有多感動
我知道你還是愛著我
雖然分開的理由
我們都已接受
你知道我會有多難過
所以即使到最後
還微笑著要我加油
我知道你還放不下我
才會在離開時
閉著眼沒有回頭
我們都知道彼此心中
其實這份愛沒停過
曾經完整幸福的夢
在腦海裡頭
我多希望你
還在我左右
答應你我會好好過
不讓這些眼淚白流

2009-04-17T17:41:00.005+08:00

Current Mood : Moody

Current Song : Insomnia

A gift from my sis.

Thank you, :)

MerDandy at Haji Lane

2009-04-15T15:25:00.001+08:00

Darn, finally i can start blogging now. -.-
"Blogger.com" failed to let me upload all the photos again.

Firstly we planned to go MerDandy at around 9.30pm, ended up everyone taking their own sweet time and dilly dally thinking whether they should go or not. Kind of spoilt-mood ._.
Argh nvm, ended up reaching there at 1am plus.

This is me while waiting and waiting patiently.. :)

My face alittle doink :x , drank quite alot of liquod.
Jon trying to act cool :x
Brandon & Me
What an experience. Lol.
It was my first attempt of trying, ShiSha(?).
is that how i should spell it?
Andy & Me
His face darn red la -.-

Thank God that I didn't had any hangover when I'm awake.
I really detest the feeling when you're just awake and your head is freaking dizzy and pain.

Aww, I had a sudden craving of candy floss and my all time favourite starbucks choco ice-blend.
Chuuuuuuu~

Who will drive my soul?

2009-04-14T08:31:00.004+08:00

Hey world. I feel "fantastic" now. Note the inverted commas, and you'll know what I mean.

Its 8 in the morning yet i'm still awake. Well, guess I might be suffering from insomnia since ytd. Slept at roughly 11am ytd morning and today i have no idea what time I will be heading to bed..
Wah, "fantastic" la you know. seriously. I'm not tired at all -.-

Nothing much to update lately.. Have been going down Bedok.XG recently, its like almost every single day i'm there..

Imma gonna force myself to bed now. Till then! :)

"True love is this: when you can still love a person without his or her physical presence."

2009-04-14T08:29:00.000+08:00

*Edited* , Thursday 14th 2009

Henderson Waves.

Lol, DO-RE-MI~Joey & Me! (:

Jon's classic face, really cacat. :x

This song hits the spot right now.

2009-04-10T20:22:00.007+08:00

What can I say when words can't make it better?
What do I do when I can't forgive myself for what I've done?
Where can I go when memories are tearin' me apart?
How can sorry ever mend a broken heart?

How can I hope when everything is hopeless?
Why do I try when nothing I can do will bring you back?
Why do I dry my crying eyes when I know that tears will start?
How can sorry ever mend a broken heart?

You only ever treated me so kind
Boy, I musta been stupid, out of my mind
I let you down one to many times
Now where can I go when memories are tearin' me apart
How can sorry ever mend a broken heart?

How could I have messed it up so bad?
Thrown away everything we had
Look in the mirror don't know who I am

What can I say when words can't make it better?
What do I do when I can't forgive myself for what I've done?
Where can I go when memories are tearin' me apart
How can sorry ever mend a broken heart?
Why do I dry my crying eyes when I know that tears will start?
How can sorry ever mend a broken heart?

I can't shake those memories.

2009-04-10T14:27:00.003+08:00

Current Mood : Upset
Current Song : Lily Allen - Littlest Things

Today is Good Friday.
Enjoy your day people! (:

2009-04-08T16:04:00.001+08:00

Firstly, i wanna share with you guys this thai song which i find it real meaningful and nice.
Been hearing this since yesterday.
Hope you guys like it, (:

................
OKAYYYYYY, and here's my classic face! ^.^

Pardon this fugly picture.

HAHAHA.

WORLD PEACE :D

cheerios!

2009-04-06T17:44:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday, Joey Tan!
may all your wishes come true, (:

Underwater world with Joey! ^.^
Anyway, thanks for the LED Message Fan. Lol, really nice!
Alright, shall allow the photos to substitute the words.

Live life to its fullest everyone! Have a great day, sweeties! :D
Smile yo!

** Replies to all tags :-

,,,: A LOVE STORY GAVY NJ!
Star ♡ : YES! THE SONG IS NICE, (:

-Katha: yos =x hmm <3 color="#999999">Star ♡ : Sup! Take good care too (:

Ah Don =): you should noe who am i..the 1 u had a secret wif.. confied ur xing shi wif mi de..i will be ur listening ear.. meet up soon..Ah Zhi =)
Star ♡ : yeah. I know who you're.

- x3'CHANNICE .: D: smile star star D:
Star ♡ : Yeah, i'll smile and shine like a star :D Hahaha.

soul to star: lol i'm sorry if you interpret it that way well, i gone thru what you had before and i felt that it's a fastest way to heal the wound. well, you can go the longer way but you are hurting yourself
soul to star: don't you see that? well, just be strong girl. and i don't mean you are that desperate. ><>Star ♡ : I will, thanks for your concern anyway (: Nah, it's okay.

sher: Star! Don't think too much, you can do it! Cheer up mydear! (:
Star ♡ : Yepyep! I will :D See ya soon!!

Silver C: What onlyyyyy~
Star ♡ : WHAT LAA? ...........

W: Starrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Star ♡ : o-o?

A: Starrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Star ♡ : o-o? what you all doing sia? Lol.

S: Starrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Star ♡ : Silver chen! You think like this cute? lol.

Ah Don: STAR CHEN ZI YUN PROVE TO ME TAT U CAN BE A STRONG GAL!!!
Star ♡ : Yaaaaa, i can! Star rocks. Lololol.

2009-04-06T15:29:00.003+08:00

This is really random on 1st of april.

We didn't planned or what, and we just happened to wear the same top.
Lol, everyone thought we were couple, BUT we're not one.

This is crappy. =/

2009-03-29T18:53:00.005+08:00

I'm feeling rather moody.
If we had never met each other in the first place, none of this would happened..
You won't feel fucked up. You won't feel you're such a failure, hopeless or whatsoever..
Do you think that i'll feel good to see you in this situation?
I don't feel good either.

P.S ; Thanks for the bouquet of flower. I really appreciated it.

What should i do to stop all this feelings inside me?

Here's another emo post.
Well done, Star.

I was happy to be the one...

2009-03-26T15:54:00.000+08:00

i keep looking at only you
even though there's someone else by your side
like always, only you in my eyes
my heart is filled with only you

once in a while, when you give me a passing smile
i think about that smile the whole day
do you get it?
if your girl was me, if my love was you

i want to love
i want to have you
even though i can't say the words that i prepared all night
you're the only one for me
the one who makes me cry
the one person who makes my heart flutter
it's okay if it hurts
even if i can't have you
i'll stay beside you
and live cherishing only you
it's okay because i love you..
if i can just see you..

because the tears, the tears overflow
because i'm starting to hate you who left me
i'm crying again today, crying because i hate you
even though i swallow, swallow
the tears wash away my makeup
what do you want me to do? it ended

if i cry some more to exhaustion and fall asleep, will i forget?
i try to erase, erase all the memories of you
but you're still the same.
it's hard to walk away one step..

what do you like so much about your girl
that you're always laughing when you see her
i guess i'm a helpless girl
i'm so jealous of her

i want to love
i want to have you
even though i can't say the words that i prepared all night
you're the only one for me
the one who makes me cry
the one person who makes my heart flutter
it's okay if it hurts
even if i can't have you
i'll stay beside you
and live cherishing only you
it's okay because i love you..
if i can just see you..

even though i promise not to,
my eyes look to only you
my heart has gone crazy
it looks only for you
even though i shouldn't fall in love with you

come back to me
if you hold me, i make this one request
coming back.....

it's you, only you
no matter how much i wish it
it probably won't make a difference
i want to go back. i'll let you go
that girl is really lovable

it's okay if it hurts
even if i can't have you
i'll stay behind you
and live cherishing only you
thank you, even though you're not my love
because i'll still be able to see you

2009-03-21T20:49:00.004+08:00

I just need this as a platform to rant for now.
I'm feeling vexed, mixed of feelings.

I really don't know what to do or say.
Sometimes i should use my heart and feel.
I don't wanna hurt anyone. I don't wanna feel guilty.
I don't wanna live in regret.
I admit, i'm really afraid of falling in love again.

Peace is what i need now..

Sigh..

I didn't wanna let anyone knows what i am going through.

I guess i'll not blog as often.

p.s ; I'm Sorry..

2009-03-19T00:37:00.004+08:00

I only wanted someone beside me
Someone to talk to, someone to guide me.

2009-03-17T02:05:00.009+08:00

Perplexed feelings.
Sometimes i don't know what i really want.
Sometimes i don't understand myself why am i doing all this to make myself miserable.
Sometimes i find myself silly, over-sensitive, paranoid.
Sometimes i'm wondering why others can be strong. But why can't I?
I told myself to be stronger than before.
But still, i'm falling way back down over & over again..

Sometimes, it's weird to even think about it.

I wonder how people thinks =/

I can't be strong anymore.
How i wish someone will be there for me when i need someone..

I just know CHERISH is the word.
Learnt my lesson now.

不管未來你會在哪里
我都不會忘記我愛你

你是我微笑的原因。

2009-03-11T23:06:00.007+08:00

A pretty simple day out with Bestie. (:

Caught Marley & Me for movie.

Was craving for Starbucks chocolate ice blended while waiting for the movie,

so went Starbucks to get it right away!

MAKKKK~ I'm addicted to it now la sia!

Aaaaa-everyday-must-have-thingie :x

After our movie, we headed down to Bedok to look for Hua and the rest.

x_x, i look fat here eh. Somehow i guess its because i tucked in. And here we goes, the B's started to camwhore :x I'll be there for you through it all. *Notice our top, we were wearing the same :x* Thanks to AH HUA ar. Our head were cut off. -.-

2009-03-11T16:16:00.004+08:00

They say there's a smile waiting on the other side of sadness

They say there's a smile waiting on the other side of sadness
What awaits us when we arrive there?

When I started on this journey on that far away summer day
It was supposed to be to chase my dreams, not to run away

If I could only see tomorrow, there'd be no more sighs
Like a boat struggling against the flow
Right now I've got to keep going

They say happiness awaits at the end of pain
I'm still searching for an out-of-season sunflower

With my hands balled into fists, I wait for the dawn
With red fingernail marks and shining tears falling

If I've become used to the loneliness, I'll use the moonlight
And fly with featherless wings
I've got to keep going further

If the rain clouds have parted, the wet road will be shining
Only the darkness can teach us
About the strong, strong light
I've got to keep going stronger

Phobia

2009-03-08T15:28:00.002+08:00

The pain is aching all over my body.
I'm traumatized by the accident experience.
Never will i forget this and it will definitely follows me through my entire life.

I thought i would be dead at that very moment.
Count myself lucky.

I Don't Want You Back

2009-03-05T23:55:00.002+08:00

I dont know why I liked you so much
I told you, I loved you, now thats all down the drain
You put me through pain, I wanna let you know how I feel.

Now it's over, but I do admit I'm sad.
It hurts real bad, because I once loved you.

2009-03-04T18:35:00.003+08:00

Everything ended well.
I'm sick and tired of trying to salvage this..
Ended up, i gained nothing but hurt.
I tried to give you the best that i can but nothing that I do, is felt by you.
Sometimes i'm wondering which word that you said is true, or just for the sake of saying to please me?
What had i done wrong that am deserving all this shit?
Why did you had to make my life miserable times & times again? Had you ever tried putting yourself in my shoes and spared a thought for me?
I thought i could forget about you when times goes by but i was so wrong. All i could blame myself for being naive, stupid, softhearted..
I had been keeping myself busy, so i wouldn't have that
empty space for me to let my thoughts run wild..

"What's the point in ever trying to be happy when the very pursuit of happiness is what makes you miserable."

Take A Look!

2009-03-04T15:31:00.004+08:00

I'm here to advertise my sister's blogshop.

Those whom are interested in branded stuffs (etc. bags, wristlet and so..)

Interested buyers, do email to i12honda@gmail.com for more enquiries.

All prices are negotiable!

No harm clicking (:

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For you, I will

2009-03-01T13:10:00.010+08:00

Thank you for being there whenever i needed someone.
Thank you for being my listening ear, your shoulder to lean on.
Though i'm not good at words but i just wanna say Thank you, Bestie!
I'll always be there for you as your bestie, to carry you over the rocky roads and lead you through the tunnels. To share with you the smiles, the tears, every single thing!
Whenever you need me, i'll be there!
Even if i can't make it, i'll try my best to be there!

Bestie, you must be very tired now.
Every night you were there to accompany me at my granny's wake till morning.
I hope you'll take a good rest and drink plenty of water (:

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.

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Caught this midnight movie with Bestie.

This movie shows the inner workings of women (and men) all over the board. There will be times when you get angry at the women and men for what they do and how it relates to real life situations. Its worth it to go see it for sure.

2009-02-23T11:01:00.003+08:00

something hit me real bad last night..
i won't be blogging for some time.

Sorry readers.

心跳。

2009-02-22T04:06:00.003+08:00

It's 4 in the morning & i'm here to share with you guys a video (:
It's kind of a sad song.

Anyway, i'll update later on or so.
I'm heading to bed now.
Toodles.

2009-02-14T03:32:00.003+08:00

Happy Valentines Day World!

how did you guys celebrate this lovely day? Hmmm. (:

Anyway, mine wasn't that bad though i had to work on this day..

Everyday can be Valentines Day, it don't need to be on this actual day to celebrate too :X

Met bestie and one of her friend after work.

Afterwhich, headed to chill at VilaBali...

It was the first time i been there and it's definitely a beautiful and relaxing place to chill.

The atmosphere really looks like in Bali.

And ya "there alot of shuai ge" :x （笑）

Did quite alot of catching up with Bestie ♥

Been quite some time since i last seen her & i really do miss her at times...

Miss those happy moments & silly things we do :D

Finally we took some peektures..

If i'm not wrong, the last peektures we took tgt was last 2 years.

It's darn fking long. =/

Last of all, Thanks for the cookies, Bestie!

Meet up real soon (:

The main purpose of this photo is the Cookies that Bestie made (:

With Love, xoxo

Reminds me of you.

2009-02-10T22:39:00.000+08:00

life's too short to dwell on all that's wrong

2009-02-09T00:51:00.002+08:00

I have to look ahead with courage, I know

Lift my spirit and better days will unfold

No one knows what the future will show

It is up to me to live my life and be bold.

2009-01-30T23:07:00.001+08:00

HAHA, talking to some baka now in msn -.-
Actually i don't feel like updating one, cause lazy.
But because of him, i'm here -.-

There isn't a reason. I just like you. says:
cannot dui bu qi me this yr loyal reader of yr blog ok!

Lol, act cute right? Kns~
But i don't know i should reveal his identity or not, so better not expose him.
Later he slaughter me :x

Thanks for the lollipops ah. -.-

I know you want all my gigi to drop right?!~

This 2 peektures were taken quite some time ago at Era. Haha.
Just took from wj, ytd night. =/

Maybank supporter siol -.-

i know i'm fatttt.

, that's all for now.

Much love, Star (:

Reunion Dinner

2009-01-27T18:27:00.002+08:00

I guess this year is the best Reunion Dinner i ever had,
Including my daddy joined us eating happily together . (:

ALOT OF FOOOOD LOH! It's like i don't know which food to begin from. HAHA.
But the best was the Sharkfins! Is jitao gou li gou li one loh!
Every food that i ate is total sweetness :x
YUMMY YUMMY YUM YUM!

I'd never seen a Smiley "Star" that is edible. HAHAHA :D

I don't even bear to eat it up, thus i form into a heart shape if you could noticed.

*Superb delicious sharkfins*
Whenever i saw the Smiley "Star", i'll start to smile. So cute loh!

(Ehhh, wait! I don't mean ME ah. Don't get the wrong mindset ^^)

BEST BEST BEST!

I wish every year we can be in this way!

Eating happily away. It's a yearly affair (:

Love, xoxo

Through it all I'll make it through

2009-01-23T23:14:00.004+08:00

AHHHHH
No one loves me D:
Lesser & lesser hits now..
Come on, show me more love will ya? (:
I'll love you guys back too!! ^.^

Maybe it's because of seldom update nowadays eh? :o
Hmm.

Anyway..
I'd been rather busy working lately..
Couldn't catch some time to even use the com.
So ya, all i could do is work - sleep - work - sleep.
Feel kinda lifeless right -.- i know it well.

OKOKOK. I'm sibeh tired now.
Gonna stop the typing before i drop dead. HAHA

The MeToYou Bear that Andrew caught at cine and gave me..

Thanks ya (:

JOEY & ANDREW

HAHA, this pose is funny

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I LOVEEE DONUTS...
.

I own this! :D

OHHH YAAAAA.

Cny is around the corner..

Wishing everyone A Happy New Year in advance! :D

*Happy new year, pull your ear :x*

Random

2009-01-08T12:10:00.002+08:00

Since there's not much photos of Star,
therefore, i'm gonna upload 3 of my recent photos!
Just THREE yo. (:

Anyway.
Just started working & it's my 2nd day yesterday..
Colleauges were fun-loving and most of all friendly!

Aye! What a prettaye fitting room i must say.

The first look when i saw the fitting room, i was like "WOW"
B-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l !!

One of my Christmas Gift :D

There's even instructions in teaching you

how to do Smoky eyes in just 6 steps (:

Sayonara.

Green Rain

2009-01-08T01:20:00.011+08:00

Somehow, I just feeeeeeel like typing some stuffs & uploading some peektures now.

YAH YAH YAH. now at this time right now -.-

So let me be ya becos... i'm the Puteri of this blog! :D

Let's

Get

Started!

The Story Of KEKELE. (:

16th Oct 2008 ; 4.25pm
27th Oct 2008 ; 1.14am (13.14)

Before marriage..

Our First Ring : Lavender

Our very first heart we obtained.. Our Second Ring : Daisy
Our Third Ring : Saffron
Our Fourth Ring : Cuphea

Our Fifth Ring : Aster

We're not at "The End" of it. There's still more upcoming rings to obtain right? :x Heheh.
Follow by Asphodelus, Caladium & my dream ring : Pink Aster!!

真的辛苦你了!! >.<

You have been putting all your effort into it though it's just a virtual game.

Always tried your best to cheer me up.

No matter what ways you tried, you'll never failed to make me laugh.

我能说的是谢谢你. D:

I Thank You Forever (:

A Brand New Year has just begin

2009-01-01T14:48:00.001+08:00

Happy 2009 Sweeties!

SMILE TO THE MAX YO! :)

I believed Year 2008 ain't that good in some ways.
There's always Ups & Downs whenever we go through life.
Be it good or bad, learn to take things easy & smoothly..
Everyone do make mistakes & deserve another chance,
New learning in life and step ahead..
Perhaps God is giving us challenges to overcome it.
So let's Bid Goodbye Year 2008 & let's Welcome Year 2009!

I hope this year will be a good year for me to begin.
A new day, A new start, A new beginning.
Putting all the unhappy stuffs behind & start everything afresh!
Hereby, Star wishing all my dear friends, A very Wonderful & Prosperous Year 2009!
All the best in whatever you do :D

It's time to make my New Year's Resolutions again & it will be..

Get a stable job
A Healthy Lifestyle
Be a good girl this year
Have some savings

Hehe, that's all!
xoxo, I love everyone! :)

2008-12-30T23:43:00.002+08:00

Bid Goodbye, my Prada mobile! D:
Sad to part with it though..

2008-12-22T23:47:00.001+08:00

Sorry for neglecting my blog for entire 6 days!!

It's not that i don't have the time to update, it's just that i've got nothing to update eh.

Anyway, went for my facial appt just now. O-m-g, is 超 Pain de lo!! LOL
In the way of saying ; No pain no gain ma :x!

I ain't got the Christmas mood yo.

That's all.

晚安了~~

Happy 19th Birthday, Huahua! :D

2008-12-16T23:12:00.003+08:00

Celebrated his birthday at Marina Square.
Wanted to dine in at Yaki Yaki but ended up long queue & we decided to dine in at Hong Kong Cafe instead.
Huahua, i know you ain't that happy on your birthday. Cheer up alright! :D
May all your wishes come true~

Alright, i'm beat. Shall let the peektures do the flow now (:

The Monkeh BBL a.k.a Wj ! :x
The Twinny. Loves
I know i look unglam here. But heck it.

- OFF TO BED. (;

Friday night

2008-12-13T14:00:00.004+08:00

Took peektures while waiting for Huahua to get prepare :D
Been quite some time since i took a peekture with my Twinny. :x
After which, headed to Xg~

♥ Star Chen

♥ Silver Chen

♥ The wide smile; Star.C & Silver.C

♥ Chuchu

我就是那么的倔强，那么的固执。

2008-12-11T03:12:00.003+08:00

.........
I feel like typing some stuffs..
But idk what to type eh. BOOHOO. D:

Somehow i feel like shiet now.
I just can't figure it out what i'm thinking about in the first place.
But i know i have an awful lot on my mind. -.-
-Everything will all get better in time. I know it will.

Anyw, i feel like changing my blogskin..
I'm getting sick of this plain white orginial blogskin. Grr~

A note to myself:-
Star be happy & stop thinking.
Fuck it, it's worthless. Totally worthless to be like this.
Start to smile like never before now,
& be stronger than before.
Be happy & cheerful is your priority now.

Nelson's Birthday Celebration .cum. Sec.S Gathering

2008-12-07T22:29:00.001+08:00

Will update later or so..
For now, p-e-e-k-t-u-r-e-s will do the talking! :D

*Edited*

It's been a long time since we all get together as a class reunion, but today we did. Not exactly the whole class though. But how i wish we all could gather together as one again :)
I'm really glad to see all of them leading their life so well and on..
Met Khor nee*Der, Darren, Nelson, Vinod & Joel before meeting up the rest at E!Hub for a movie :D

Okay, this is candid by Der.

The Birthday Boy; Nelson & Me :D
Where's your leg, darren?! Hah.

Darren & Me :)

Khor Nee & Darren

The "punk-rock" Der & The "Sly-looking" Darren ;x

Opps D! hahaha :x

- Vinod, Nelson, Darren & Joel -

Nelson & Me ( Fyi, we're close friends only)

Look, she's trying her verrrryy best to reach the Ball! :X

Zhi Qiang & Me

Nelson & Me again..

Ah zhe's & Star's

Loves!

SLK! *drools*

Ah zhe and his prettaye SLK :)

Me :D

☆ Class 2B!

2008-12-04T18:06:00.004+08:00

Hooohooo!

Gonna enroll Bike license later on~ :D
Yamaha Fino really motivates me alotttttt!

Will update my blog again.
Grr.
Kinda pissed off by some asshole whom irritate me in msn just now.. -.-

2008-12-03T03:32:00.000+08:00

Scars remind me that the past is real

2008-12-02T15:22:00.004+08:00

Am i really fated not to have any happiness in any way?

The pain that you inflict on me is indescribable

What is life all about?

I've got no confidence

I'm losing all my drive..

我一直都在..

2008-12-01T16:10:00.002+08:00

It's been a week since i've blogged but i'm back alive and kicking heh. :)

There's some problem occured for the past few days & imma was Sad.
But i won't disclose it here because i feel that there isn't a need to let the whole world to know about this matter. -Fuck.That.Shiet-
So yeah, gonna jump to another topic right now because i know i'll be strong. Hehe.
Anyway, i wanna thank my F'sF & Der whom accompanied, cheered me up! :D

Time flies real fast & furious & it's the month of December now!
And definitely i'm feeling the Christmas mood yo!
C'mon, let me hear you say YO! Hahah. -.-

Alright, it's time for watching Miss no good :D
Goodbye!
Learn to miss me l-o-v-e-l-i-e-s! ^^

I love you, mom.

2008-11-24T01:12:00.000+08:00

I may not be a filial daughter

I may not be a good daughter that will always listen to you

I kept the love in my heart without expressing it in words

I just wanna say I love you, mom! (:

I know this is very random but i just got the urge to voice out how much i love her!

I can't pick the courage to say "I love you, mom" to her.

So lemme say it here. Hehe.

Aww, I feel so gay now @@ *shy*

2008-11-22T22:03:00.001+08:00

- Marina Barrage -

Indeed, A beautiful & so-called romantic place to chill at.
Enjoying the breeze at the top while viewing the Singapore Flyer just directly infront of you...