AHHH, I DIDN'T GET IN TO THE COURSE. WENT INTERVIEW YTD BUT IN THE END, UNSUCCESSFUL! T.T BECAUSE OF MY ATTENDANCE!

I'm going BONKER because of ITE sia! F- IT!

Now, appeal to another course : Office Service Skill. Need to wait till 22 Jan 20o7. That is like f-king long! And what am i going to do for 2 weeks?! I'm going crazy, seriously. >.<

Today, woke up at 7plus in the morning. Went breakfast with my sis. After then, she went off to work and i met Whitney. She took quite long to come down sia! argh. *roll eyes*. Nevermind about it. She accompanied me to school. Take my Report book, N level report slip and Testimonial. Lols. The canteen changed alot. But i guess those food are still delicious and cheap. :D Hahas. Saw some of the teachers, talk to them awhile then went out of school. Last time when in school, dare to scold teachers or talk back to them. Now, abit over board. Talk to them just now like kinda shy/scare already. Went out to chill awhile, after that, we headed back home. Thanks Whitney, accompanied me back to school. But she also have to go back and changed her testimonial. So, anyway, just say Thanks. Love(:

I'm so scare and worried for tomorrow interview at Bishan Ite! T.T Scare i can't communicate with them well. Ask those question that i don't know how to answer. Omg. Freaking scary. But i hope i can get in for that interview. Pray hard! Must have confident. Uh, that's all for now.

*STAR-

Slept at 12+ noon and woke up at 10pm. I've to adjust my sleeping clock sia. I can't carry on like this.

Didn't came home and straight away blog. Due to tiredness. Alright, will start now. .. Went out with Guan Wei, Ze Sheng, Colin to Hong Kong Cafe around 3+ midnight. After then, went home around 5+. Everyday almost like this. Omg, can't continue like this. Feel very lifeless. Lols. I thought we will go some other places, but in the end all go home. =/ So boring luh.

Uh, Nothing much to blog about.

Bebe Slipper. My sis bought for me. :D

Such a boring day today. Feel so lifeless. Nothing much to blog too. Later meeting up Guan Wei, Ze Sheng and Colin. No place to go also. Will blog again. =/

EyeBack! x(

It's me, StarChen.

Just doing some quiz. Bored~

1. Do you still talk with the person you hate?:: Uh? Depends.

2. Have you ever seen your best friend cry?:: Yeah, I even consoled her.

3. Do you like more than one person right now?:: Uh, nope.

4. What was the last thing you ate?:: Instant Noodle.

5. Did you get any compliments today?:: Uh, yeah.

6. Where are you going on your next vacation?:: I wish i could go Korean or Japan. =/

7. Are most of your friends guys or girls?:: Girls.

8. Do you own any furniture from Ikea?:: No.

9. If you could have one superpowerwhat would it be?:: Able to read others mind.

10. Where have you lived most of your life:: Singapore.

11. Why is the sky blue?:: Uh, cause it's blue? I've no idea.

12. When was the last time you took along drive?:: In S'pore?

13. What is your favorite sound?:: Voices of compliments.

14. Are you moody?:: Most of the time.

15. What is your most favorite movie of all time?:: Full House, God, give me more time?

16. Have you ever done anything hurtful to a classmate?:: Uh, can't remember.

17. Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?:: Yea, who doesn't?

18. Have you ever toilet papered someone's house?:: Uh, no?

19. Had a crush on your sister's/brother's friend?:: LOL, no.

20. Have you ever gone to a beach?:: Duh.

21. Have you ever gone streaking?:: Nope.

22. Have you ever had a stalker?:: Uh, no.

23. Have you ever gone skinny dipping?:: Uh, no.

24. How many hours a day do you watchTV?:: Maybe 1 or 2 hours? If the show isn't boring, i'll continue.

25. Have you ever gone to a party?:: Yeah.

26. Have you ever been in love?:: Okay~ This is a weird question.

27. Have you ever been out of philippines?:: What the hell? No.

28. Have you ever thrown up from working out?:: No?

29. Have you ever gotten a haircut so bad that you wore a hat?:: Nope.

30. Have you ever eaten 3 meals from 3 different fast food in one day?:: Yeah.

31. What was the last song you listened to?:: Endless Story.

32. Whats one item you never leave home without?:: My phone.

33. Last restaurant you ate at?:: Sakae Sushi. Can that counted as restaurant?

34. Who was the last person who called you?:: Guan Wei.

35. When was the last time you slept?:: Last night.

36. What are your plans for tonight?:: No idea?

37. What does the 5th text message on your cellphone say?:: Can i choose not to say out? Lols.

Woke up at 8+pm ytd. Went out around 12+, went for supper with Guan Wei and Ze Sheng. Today, we went Changi to see Aquas. But saw 2 only. After that went to Changi Carpark 5. Enjoying the breeze. Lols. Awhile later, went to an unknown place which i've never been before!, called "Changi Beach Club". Walking there was scary but then reached there, Woah, the place was pleasant! Nice scenery. =D Slack there, listen to music. Wonderful place for couple. =X Hahas. But there kinda scary. While talking halfway, they bucked up together, saying what run away and leave me alone behind, which i don't even know they're going to do that luh! Suddenly they just ran away then i shouted! Because i'm scared! They're Evil! Around 5+am head back home already. Lols. Today was a great day with them! (:

Got nothing much to blog today. Met Bernie at 11plus cause he wanna meet me? After that went Tampines Mart to meet Khee Sen. Slack around after then Khee Sen and me when to meet Khor Nee. It's kinda boring today. Met her, sitting downstairs her block. So bored luh! Suddenly Guan Wei called me, asked to meet. So alright, asked him to come to Nee's block downstairs. Slack around go home also. Nothing much luh today. Boring day! That's all.

Everytime I Think about You, Baby.

2007 Countdown! (:

2006 has come to an end. And, now it's 2007. A brand new year for me. (:

Went downtown to countdown for 2007. At first there was Khor Nee and Cheney only. While waiting for Zhi Qiang, Jun Zhe, Joel, Raymond. Met Soon Ming and Gabriel their group. So we went together to D Marquee, Have to queue up, check our belongings in our bag and stuff. After then, we get in. But then, Lemuel and one of his friend can't get in because of their stud belt. Lols. They went to hide their belt at one of the stone with plants. So others can't see. Hahas. That was funny. The concert got Ronin, And others. At the beginning was kinda bored, at the back part is Fun! Lols. It's almost to countdown, and they started to count 10,9,8,7,......! Lots of balloons from on top dropped down! It was damn packed! After then, all the technos and r&b song came along. As if that we're clubbing. Alot of people were dancing even us. But hardly we can dance cause alot of people. But it's fun i can say! Alot of people were wishing their friends Happy New Year! We started dancing. Lols. Jun Zhe's dancing very cute! Hahas. Their technos can't make it sia. Lols. Overall, not bad luh. The place closed at 3. And we left around 2plus. So we head to Burger King to eat. Saw alot of my friends man! Alot that long time lost contact. Wished them Happy New Year. After then, Jun Zhe they all went to Ah hua's coffee shop and left Khor Nee, Her brother and Me. Lols. Walked to one of the block and sat down. Met Kim they all just now at Burger King, so called them find us at the block we were sitting. So after awhile they came. We were like damn bored luh. So we moved to Central the coffee shop cause they wanted to eat. So we walked there. But Kim and Cobra ride motor go there. My legs were painful cause was wearing heels and ended up having blister. Painful! Reached the coffee shop, after awhile we headed home. It was fun indeed! That's all for now.

Anyway, Wishing Everyone a Happy New Year, 2007. Take Cares and Best Wishes! (:

At Ze Sheng's house carpark. Do i look cute in helmet? Hahas. Nah, Kidding.

My Favourite Ice Cream! Mochi~

Jun Zhe and Me at Yvonne's Chalet.

SweetHEART! (:

Went out with mummy and sis, went to eat dinner at Sakae Sushi and Shopping. It's kinda fun but raining. Been raining for like almost 1week? Bought a checkered short pants at fashion.LAB. Friday going town shopping again! Yay! Hahas. While walking, saw whitney, i was like so happy! I didn't know why too. just happy. Later might be going out again. So bored at home. Nothing much to blog too.

Why do all good things comes to an end?

I'm no longer the sad Star anymore(:

Sigh, I can't make myself believe this happening to me. God, Tell me pls, What did i do that i got this in return?

Thought we were happily together. He told me, he wanna be with me for years. He treated me the best, he's always there for me when i'm down, he always the one and i thought he would be the only one for me, and he's the longest relationship i had. But i was wronged, All wronged.

Why can't he just choose either me or her? He didn't choose and he hurt us both. Don't you think you're cruel? I got into committing suicide ended up in hospital, cried almost every single day, why did you made me suffer so so much? Did i betrayed you or what? I guess not. I loved you so much yet you did this to me and her.

Friends around me told me not to get back to you. But i did because of my stupidity and i loved you so much, i got back with you. From the start, i'm a f-king fool to you. Forgiving you time and time again.

Fcuking lied to me many times that i didn't even know. You're such a big time liar. So many things.

Now i've learnt from my mistakes. I've regretted that what i've done all this wasn't worth it for someone like you who played girls feelings. I won't fall into this bullshit anymore. Even though, i can't put this love for you so easily, but i know, one day it will. Do you know how hurtful this is? I guess you don't even know cause you're cold blooded.

And seriously i Hate guys who times girls feelings on and on again. Fcuk them.

Everything is Over now. It's all over and never will i step into this bullshit again. Even though, it takes time for me to stop loving you. I will. It will take times to heal my broken heart.

Starting a brand new day. Spending times with my friends, Bestie, Derder. Staying happy and i'm not the sad Star anymore.

Thanks guys for comforting me. I really appreciate it. (: