Who will drive my soul?

Hey world. I feel "fantastic" now. Note the inverted commas, and you'll know what I mean.

Its 8 in the morning yet i'm still awake. Well, guess I might be suffering from insomnia since ytd. Slept at roughly 11am ytd morning and today i have no idea what time I will be heading to bed..
Wah, "fantastic" la you know. seriously. I'm not tired at all -.-

Nothing much to update lately.. Have been going down Bedok.XG recently, its like almost every single day i'm there..

Imma gonna force myself to bed now. Till then! :)

"True love is this: when you can still love a person without his or her physical presence."

*Edited* , Thursday 14th 2009

Henderson Waves.

Lol, DO-RE-MI~Joey & Me! (:

Jon's classic face, really cacat. :x

This song hits the spot right now.

What can I say when words can't make it better?
What do I do when I can't forgive myself for what I've done?
Where can I go when memories are tearin' me apart?
How can sorry ever mend a broken heart?

How can I hope when everything is hopeless?
Why do I try when nothing I can do will bring you back?
Why do I dry my crying eyes when I know that tears will start?
How can sorry ever mend a broken heart?

You only ever treated me so kind
Boy, I musta been stupid, out of my mind
I let you down one to many times
Now where can I go when memories are tearin' me apart
How can sorry ever mend a broken heart?

How could I have messed it up so bad?
Thrown away everything we had
Look in the mirror don't know who I am

What can I say when words can't make it better?
What do I do when I can't forgive myself for what I've done?
Where can I go when memories are tearin' me apart
How can sorry ever mend a broken heart?
Why do I dry my crying eyes when I know that tears will start?
How can sorry ever mend a broken heart?

I can't shake those memories.

Current Mood : Upset
Current Song : Lily Allen - Littlest Things

Today is Good Friday.
Enjoy your day people! (:

Firstly, i wanna share with you guys this thai song which i find it real meaningful and nice.
Been hearing this since yesterday.
Hope you guys like it, (:

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OKAYYYYYY, and here's my classic face! ^.^

Pardon this fugly picture.

HAHAHA.

WORLD PEACE :D

cheerios!

Happy Birthday, Joey Tan!
may all your wishes come true, (:

Underwater world with Joey! ^.^
Anyway, thanks for the LED Message Fan. Lol, really nice!
Alright, shall allow the photos to substitute the words.

Live life to its fullest everyone! Have a great day, sweeties! :D
Smile yo!

** Replies to all tags :-

,,,: A LOVE STORY GAVY NJ!
Star ♡ : YES! THE SONG IS NICE, (:

-Katha: yos =x hmm <3 color="#999999">Star ♡ : Sup! Take good care too (:

Ah Don =): you should noe who am i..the 1 u had a secret wif.. confied ur xing shi wif mi de..i will be ur listening ear.. meet up soon..Ah Zhi =)
Star ♡ : yeah. I know who you're.

- x3'CHANNICE .: D: smile star star D:
Star ♡ : Yeah, i'll smile and shine like a star :D Hahaha.

soul to star: lol i'm sorry if you interpret it that way well, i gone thru what you had before and i felt that it's a fastest way to heal the wound. well, you can go the longer way but you are hurting yourself
soul to star: don't you see that? well, just be strong girl. and i don't mean you are that desperate. ><>Star ♡ : I will, thanks for your concern anyway (: Nah, it's okay.

sher: Star! Don't think too much, you can do it! Cheer up mydear! (:
Star ♡ : Yepyep! I will :D See ya soon!!

Silver C: What onlyyyyy~
Star ♡ : WHAT LAA? ...........

W: Starrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Star ♡ : o-o?

A: Starrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Star ♡ : o-o? what you all doing sia? Lol.

S: Starrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Star ♡ : Silver chen! You think like this cute? lol.

Ah Don: STAR CHEN ZI YUN PROVE TO ME TAT U CAN BE A STRONG GAL!!!
Star ♡ : Yaaaaa, i can! Star rocks. Lololol.

This is really random on 1st of april.

We didn't planned or what, and we just happened to wear the same top.
Lol, everyone thought we were couple, BUT we're not one.

This is crappy. =/

I'm feeling rather moody.
If we had never met each other in the first place, none of this would happened..
You won't feel fucked up. You won't feel you're such a failure, hopeless or whatsoever..
Do you think that i'll feel good to see you in this situation?
I don't feel good either.

P.S ; Thanks for the bouquet of flower. I really appreciated it.

What should i do to stop all this feelings inside me?

Here's another emo post.
Well done, Star.

I was happy to be the one...

i keep looking at only you
even though there's someone else by your side
like always, only you in my eyes
my heart is filled with only you

once in a while, when you give me a passing smile
i think about that smile the whole day
do you get it?
if your girl was me, if my love was you

i want to love
i want to have you
even though i can't say the words that i prepared all night
you're the only one for me
the one who makes me cry
the one person who makes my heart flutter
it's okay if it hurts
even if i can't have you
i'll stay beside you
and live cherishing only you
it's okay because i love you..
if i can just see you..

because the tears, the tears overflow
because i'm starting to hate you who left me
i'm crying again today, crying because i hate you
even though i swallow, swallow
the tears wash away my makeup
what do you want me to do? it ended

if i cry some more to exhaustion and fall asleep, will i forget?
i try to erase, erase all the memories of you
but you're still the same.
it's hard to walk away one step..

what do you like so much about your girl
that you're always laughing when you see her
i guess i'm a helpless girl
i'm so jealous of her

i want to love
i want to have you
even though i can't say the words that i prepared all night
you're the only one for me
the one who makes me cry
the one person who makes my heart flutter
it's okay if it hurts
even if i can't have you
i'll stay beside you
and live cherishing only you
it's okay because i love you..
if i can just see you..


even though i promise not to,
my eyes look to only you
my heart has gone crazy
it looks only for you
even though i shouldn't fall in love with you

come back to me
if you hold me, i make this one request
coming back.....

it's you, only you
no matter how much i wish it
it probably won't make a difference
i want to go back. i'll let you go
that girl is really lovable

it's okay if it hurts
even if i can't have you
i'll stay behind you
and live cherishing only you
thank you, even though you're not my love
because i'll still be able to see you

I just need this as a platform to rant for now.
I'm feeling vexed, mixed of feelings.

I really don't know what to do or say.
Sometimes i should use my heart and feel.
I don't wanna hurt anyone. I don't wanna feel guilty.
I don't wanna live in regret.
I admit, i'm really afraid of falling in love again.

Peace is what i need now..

Sigh..

I didn't wanna let anyone knows what i am going through.

I guess i'll not blog as often.

p.s ; I'm Sorry..