Come Back To Me Please! Will You! Without You, Things has changed, Don't feel like doing anything. Locked myself in the room for whole day. Didn't eat for today. No appetite.
How i wish you would talk to me. How i wish you would patch with me, ask me out now. I'll be the happiest girl ever. But, this are all my wishful thinking. It won't happen again, I know. I Just want you to be mine again. I regretted. Out of my anger and sadness, i just broke off with him. I cried so badly, at one of the block opposite my school. 7 floor. If i could just jump down of the building, i wish i could die then. But, i don't want to, cause i wanna be with him still. But now, things has changed. He won't msg me again, now was all i msg him. He won't replied. I was so sad. Worned Out. I need him badly. If he know how i feel.

Totally Worned Out.

Death Upon Me.

Slashing Wrist all the time.

Wish i could just Die now!

Having Maths Paper 1 today. It was like So hard to do. Gonna fail my N level! Doing halfway don't feel like doing it. Daydreaming. Staring into blank space. After exams, went with My dear, Hafidah they all buy ciggs. Went to eat too as i was kinda Hungry. After eating, Went to meet Whitney and the rest. They were sitting under the block next to our school playing True Or Dare. Lols. After met them, asked me to play. So joined them play awhile. Was like so Funny lahs. Keep kena Yvonne. I kena one time, chosen True. And they asked, the furthest my bf and i do was what! Wth lahs. Lols. I shouldn't say the answer over here. Lols. Played till around 30 mins Then we went Icon Minimart to buy things to eat. Mei Hong bought Candles, so we played with Candles. It was fun. Think almost 1 year we Sisters din't gather together and had fun. But left Hafidah wasn't with us. After that, i went to meet my baby! I miss him so much now. Around 4+, went home. Now i'm at home. Blogging, Chatting with Friends. So bored at home. Nothing to do. Sigh. Guess i've nothing much to say. Shall blog till here. Will blog again.

I'm Missing You Badly, Darling-

Meet The School Girls!

Whit ; Star * Bestie<3

Went school for English Paper 1 and 2 and Technical Studies. Paper 2 was kinda hard. But i did managed to complete everything. Technical Studies was quite hard! Just anyhow do. Hahas. But hope i can pass every of my exams. So tiring today, Din't sleep much. Maybe because i'm not used the time i always sleep for school. Always sleeps around 8plus in the morning. So it's abit hard to sleep early. Today, went out, met WeiBin. Sooner or later, Met whitney*Bestie, and her bf*Alex. Went Mr.Prata to eat. About 6.40pm, Alex had to go back to camp. Ate till damn late. After that, WeiBin went home cause he wanna bet on Soccer. Wasting money! So left Whitney and Me stone-ing at Mr.Prata. We were so bored. So whitney decided to call GuanWei come, So i called him. After that HanWen came along too. Went 814 to meet LiTian. I was like So so Bored! Dying of Boredom. And that WenWen kept Disturbing me like crazy lah. Angry! Stupid Idiotic. =x Not going to post so much. Gonna study alittle and Sleep! Will blog again when i'm free. TakeCares Peeps(:

I Love You, Baby.<3

!!!!!!!!

I SERIOUSLY FEEL LIKE HATING YOU NOW! BUT I CAN'T. WHY? ALL THIS TORMENTS I'M GOING THROUGH ARE DRIVING ME CRAZY! AND YOU? CAN BE IN CLASS SO HAPPILY? WRITE TESTI FOR OTHER GIRLS SO EASILY, YET FOR ME. LIKE HAVING DIFFICULTIES. I JUST WANTS TO KNOW NOW, WHETHER DO YOU STILL LOVE ME OR DOESN'T ANYMORE? IF YOU DON'T, I'LL LEAVE YOU ALONE!

FALLEN APART):

hatred!

I SERIOUSLY HATE THE WAY YOU TREATED ME. CAUSING ME DOING ALL THIS SILLY STUFFS. COMMITTING SUICIDE AND EVERYTHING.

CAN YOU SEE HOW MUCH DID I SACRIFICE, EVEN GIVING UP MY LIFE. I DON'T THINK YOU CAN FEEL HOW MISERABLE I FEEL!

TEARS AND TEARS

DROPS OF BLOODS

WHAT'S NEXT? DEATH?

T.T

Pictures.

Those Happy Times We Were Together. Hope It Will Last.

I LOVE YOU, DEAR<3

How do i live without you?

Din't went school today. Don't feel like going to school due to some reason.

Hais, Sometimes i feel should i just give up on this relationship? I'm feeling very miserable and tired of this relationship. Things has keep repeating the same things. Why can't those things just stop and we can be happy together? Do you think always i wants to quarrel with you? Because i told you those girls i dislike you to msg with but i guess you still wants to msg them. You kept telling me that you never msg her anymore. I know you still did. Maybe behind my back, i won't even know. Not i don't want to trust you, this thing makes me don't trust you do you know that? Guess you won't know because you won't come to my blog and see what i've written. I really love you alot, but this few days, why you keep avoiding me like this? Because of what? i totally lost! I feel like committing suicide. Really feel like dying. Really am i. ):

Tears is what i get back in return!

I don't UNDERSTAND why are you treating me so WEIRDLY now? You LOVE me no MORE? Someone Please tell me what am i gonna do! I'm SO lost WITHOUT you! Tell Me Pls!, Someone. Whose gonna be right there for me when i'm down? I'm feeling so paranoid. Not knowing what to do! Been crying all for you. And what did i get back from you? Sadness is what i get back in return. :'(

Am i surpose to get TREATED this way? Why should i deserve all this nonsense?
Because i've fallen so DEEPLY for you? TEARS-

Uhms, Never blog for the past few days. No time to blog. Been going out Rounding and all. Today, didn't went to school. Don't feel like going so rot at home.

Now i can feel that Whitney and me, we've been back to the older days that we usually had. Yesterday she din't attend school, i was like at the parade square. Why whitney never come school? Lols. Past few days, first time went Rounding with her. Was fun though sometimes she feel moody. We've to overcome it together alrights. What's in your mind, put them all behind and start anew. Don't hang on behind. There're still lots of things you haven do okays. Don't think of always dying and dying. Now, i have things, i will ask for her help. Feeling down, went to her and she kind of cheers me up.

Sigh, after one go and another girl had been msging him. Why uhs? Always must have one obsticle blocking our relationship turns better. Can that happen to stop and we'll be like how we used to be when we just got together. So loving. Really don't know what to do. Why must he always makes me jealous, sad? he don't seems to care me lahs, when i msg boys or what? He don't even mind. How i wish he could at least get jealous abit and i can feel that he still love me and do care for me. ):

I just wanna lay here in your arms with your hand on my face.

Thoughts.

Today same, went to school at 9.30 for CPA Prelim and ends at 11. Quite hard, but still manage to finish it in time. Today going to buy new phone. Yay! Love my mom. <3

Went to see Whitney's blog just now. I shed a tear when i saw she wrote a little note for me. I really did shed a tear. At first, i din't realised that she's writing to me, thought she writing about other people and i happen to see my name.

Whitney, i really regret last time didn't treasure much about our sistership. I put you into so much torments that you going through last time. Because of my stupidness for a boy, i led you into such a sadness and pain road. I shouldn't had let go of such a nice friend to a guy i shouldn't had. Sister for 4 years, i still chosen the guy. It was all my stupidness. Let bygones be bygones. Sorry for causing you so much pain. I know you do still feel upset over some thing which i should know when i reading through your blog. You can always find and talk to me. You lent me once your listening ear, i can lend you mine too. I'll always be there for you bestie. I can see you startng to overcome all your sadness and grown to smile often. I know sometimes you in school is just acting to be happy. Sometimes i'm like that too. But i'm not feeling good myself. Because of some relationship problem. I wants you to be like last time Whitney. Joyful and Cheerful alright. You look much prettier when you put on a smile.(: We can overcome this together. I'll always be there for you, even if you don't, i will still always be there. Loved.