I'm crying badly yesterday night. Today went to school, halfway early depart. Can't stay on in school anymore. Having sore throat and fever. Went home, kept thinking of him. I suddenly miss him alot. Slept awhile and woke up at 2plus. See my phone, din't even have 1 of his msg. I was like damn sad. And i msged him. " Hais. Din't even bother just to msg me one time. " He took about 20mins to reply and said " I'm sorry, got alot of prob.. I'm in r and r now. sorry. " Then i replied him say Neverminds then. Hais. Seems like i'm lag of his love now. I kept thinking that he still likes another girl. I wants to trust and believe every word he says. But somethings happen to stop me from doing that. Ytd, we had quite a bad quarrel, kept ignoring him till we walk to the bus stop. Cause i might burst into tears when he talks to me. And i can't endure and i cried in the bus. I was trying to tell myself stop crying. Reached home and had a big cry! my mother came and asked me, what happen? and i just refused to say anything. Still msging him, he told me. " If you don't trust this relationship, then you should break up with me, cause i really hate to see you upset,mad or crying.." and i replied and said " I wish i could break off with you, But i just can't bear to do so do you know that? Cause I love you alot and i don't wanna lose you. And i cried while typing the msg. And i was thinking whether to go school or not, but in the end, i went school just to see him. but i just feel kind of weird. No idea why also. I hope we really won't quarrel again. Really wish that could happen. I really Loves him alot. Love him more then myself. Hope he Love me like how i Love him too.
* Fixing A Broken Heart -
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