How do i live without you?

Din't went school today. Don't feel like going to school due to some reason.

Hais, Sometimes i feel should i just give up on this relationship? I'm feeling very miserable and tired of this relationship. Things has keep repeating the same things. Why can't those things just stop and we can be happy together? Do you think always i wants to quarrel with you? Because i told you those girls i dislike you to msg with but i guess you still wants to msg them. You kept telling me that you never msg her anymore. I know you still did. Maybe behind my back, i won't even know. Not i don't want to trust you, this thing makes me don't trust you do you know that? Guess you won't know because you won't come to my blog and see what i've written. I really love you alot, but this few days, why you keep avoiding me like this? Because of what? i totally lost! I feel like committing suicide. Really feel like dying. Really am i. ):