I've built a wall not to block anyone out, but to see who loves me enough to climb over it.

Whenever i clicked onto my blog, i felt like updating.
But but but, i don't really know what is going hell on in my mind.
Fuck. Brainwash me puhlease?!

You'll never guess how I'm feeling right now.

I have never felt so lost, helpless, restless before.
I don't want to think about it, but i can't help myself not to.
It keeps haunting me.
Sometimes i really don't get the reason why...


Nobody to turn to...