I've built a wall not to block anyone out, but to see who loves me enough to climb over it.

I don't seems to be myself today. Putting on a fake mask to work ain't an easy task, yet i fucking still need to put on a fake smile to work and pretend that i'm okay. What exactly am i thinking in mind? I've no idea myself either.
- Where do I start to express how I feel?

I'm gonna get some present for myself real soon.
Guess that's the only way to make myself feel happier.