I got to learn to be strong

Sorry for the lack of updates.

I'm like almost out every single day. Because I know that I can't stick my ass home for the entire day. I'll go crazy for thinking about every single stuffs.

I admit. You're the one always appearing in my mind. No matter what I am doing, i just can't shake you off my fucking mind! :(

Seriously, i'm totally lost of directions...

I don't know how to describe the feelings i'm having now.

I don't know what to do..

Sigh
Tell me that whatever i'm thinking ain't true
I'm controlling myself
Trying my very best not to contact you, but i simply failed to do so
I've realize I'm needing you
I hate false hope
:'(

Do you still think of me like I think about you.