I'm Not The Kind Of Girl, That You Could Let Down.

Got home after school. Was damn tired. Slept for about 3 hours due to working till 1.30am plus in the morning. Now, i'm feeling much better now. On monday, i was damn paranoid! I slashed my wrist cause of some problems. So stress. Real tired. Felt like as if i'm dying soon. Why are there obsticles in our relationship? How i wish there are no obsticles going through our relationship. I cried badly to wei xian on the phone. Lying on the bed, cried and cried, slashing my wrist. So much tormented i'm going through. Really wish to be Happy. Arghs! Sometimes, Things aren't going my way. Wish it could. Sigh.

;;Lovely<3*

Hmms, i'm here to blog again since i'm bored like a bee. lols. Went to eat with my sis, Lynn and my mom at my working place. It was absolutely delicious. Order quite lots of dishes. Just to try those food i'm craving for so long at my work place. So i asked them to eat over there. First, we ordered Speciality Chicken Wings. It's Yummy! Ate Crayfish Spag. Mum ate Crayfish Horfun and sis ate Chapel Traditional Stew. It was cool! Drinks i ordered were Strawberry Soda and Ice Chocolate Milk! My favourite. =x hahas. Uhms, started to eat! After that was my dessert! So nice lah! After eating, my mom and sis went home, and i headed to meet my dear. Accompany him to cut his hair. His hair was like so cute now! So adorable~ lols. Abdul came with us too. After that ate with his parents again. I don't feel like eating but he forced me to! We ate Nasi Briyani. I ate some and stop eating. So full till i felt like vomiting. Lols. Well, after eating, went to chill at some void deck near darren's house. And after that he send me home by cab~ That's all for today. Here's the photo of the dessert i took. ((:

It was nice~ =D

A Shoulder To Cry On.

I'm crying badly yesterday night. Today went to school, halfway early depart. Can't stay on in school anymore. Having sore throat and fever. Went home, kept thinking of him. I suddenly miss him alot. Slept awhile and woke up at 2plus. See my phone, din't even have 1 of his msg. I was like damn sad. And i msged him. " Hais. Din't even bother just to msg me one time. " He took about 20mins to reply and said " I'm sorry, got alot of prob.. I'm in r and r now. sorry. " Then i replied him say Neverminds then. Hais. Seems like i'm lag of his love now. I kept thinking that he still likes another girl. I wants to trust and believe every word he says. But somethings happen to stop me from doing that. Ytd, we had quite a bad quarrel, kept ignoring him till we walk to the bus stop. Cause i might burst into tears when he talks to me. And i can't endure and i cried in the bus. I was trying to tell myself stop crying. Reached home and had a big cry! my mother came and asked me, what happen? and i just refused to say anything. Still msging him, he told me. " If you don't trust this relationship, then you should break up with me, cause i really hate to see you upset,mad or crying.." and i replied and said " I wish i could break off with you, But i just can't bear to do so do you know that? Cause I love you alot and i don't wanna lose you. And i cried while typing the msg. And i was thinking whether to go school or not, but in the end, i went school just to see him. but i just feel kind of weird. No idea why also. I hope we really won't quarrel again. Really wish that could happen. I really Loves him alot. Love him more then myself. Hope he Love me like how i Love him too.

* Fixing A Broken Heart -

Quite a fun day`

Uhms, went out with hao today. I was like rotting at home, doing nothing. So bored like a bee! hahas. Actually meeting Ying, but she suddenly feels tired, so don't wanna meet ler. So meet hao. Asked him accompany me to 201 buy cigg. After that we went to Mr.Prata and eat. We ate the same thing. Maggie Prata and Teh Cino Ice. hahas. So funny. Then after that, Hao's friend came. Geraldine and Gracious i think. Don't really know them well. After eating, is about 1+ already. So we went back to nearby our house there meet Kim and Johnny. We went to catch froggies. It was like so scary lahs. Only me and hao at there. Somemore they roar like some big gianatic monster! hahas. We caught damn alot of froggies. I help hao find container, so we could put them in cause i don't dare catch. So yucks! He caught 7 quite big frog and 2 baby frog. The baby frog is like SO cute. But i'm scared to touch them. haha! Then went to his house, put them into a pot. lols! so scary lah! Hao wanted to put one frog on my leg. ROARS~ He's a mongxiong! hahas. Sian! Working full time this week. ROARS~ lols. uhms, That's all for now. There're some pics we took of the froggies.

They Are Cute, But Kinda Scary~ =D

Pics that -A.B.C- drew. ((:

Drawn By That -A.B.C- again. He's a Mongxiong! Action! =X

Drawn By -A.B.C- again. Misses<3*>

So Cute and Adorable. Drawn By -A.B.C-! =D

Misses and Loved To Only Him, My DEARest~

Hmms, Came back not long ago. Today, went to airport cause MyHubby is going to New Zealand. So sent him off. Went with Nelson. I was like so sad. I can't stop my tears from flowing down, and he said " You promised me not to cry. " But i just can't endure. I'm really so sad. Now I'm like Missing Him so much. Wondering was he fine, and wondering is he okay. Uhms, Okay, after that, take cab went back to century square to watch The Omen with Justin, Jeremy and Nelson. While watching halfway, MyHubby msged me. So Sweet! *<3* Okays. The show was like quite scary? About satan conquering the world i guess? haha! not too sure. In the end, Damien din't died! Darn It! After that, went to eat Long John. Soon after, went to meet Ying, Kim, Nicole, Athalie and Eelin. So we were like quite bored. So we sat at inter mac. Soon later, Athalie and Nicole and Eelin went off home. Left Ying and Kim. Suddenly Jonathan walked passed. So he sat and talk talk with us awhile. Then we went 201. Kim wanted to but cigg. Went to meet Hao then. We went to the Mr.Prata to eat. After eating, went to the playground nearby. Okay, hao keep asking me to go walk walk. so i go with him. and we found a very huge stone. So we like trying to kick it down the, nvrmind, i don't know what that call. hahas. we like using out strength. i'm like keep laughing! Such a stupidity am I. okays, so we kicked down, kick up the slope. Then kim was like sleeping lahs, so i was thinking to put on top of his leg. so he could wake up? hahas. neverminds. Then hao start to feel bored again i guess, so we went walk walk to other places, after that. Came back the playground, we found a hop skotch on the map of the playground. So we played. So tiring and hot, But Fun! hahas. Having fun. Okays. Then after awhile, sat down and felt tired, so went home. Kim sent Ying home by walking and me and Hao walk home. Hao damn scare to go home alone. haha! Cutie lil baby boy. lols. So it was fun afterall! That's all for now. ((:

DEAD. MOODLESS.

Cries! This week was like the Saddest week for me. Hais. So many things happen so sudden. Just now met MyHubby. I cried because i couldn't bear to let him go. He's going to NewZealand for 10 days. Cried another time, Because of some things. Hais. Don't wanna say already. Feeling Down. Tears been dropping down when i'm typing this blog. Seriously, I'm so Lost. Not knowing what to do. Just wanna tell you I'm Sorry. Thanks for being so caring to me, Sent me home. There'll be no next time already. Take Cares~ )): Who can make me Smile Once again? No one i Guess.

I'm Bored Like A Bee~

Sunday, wake up at 9+ in the night. After that went to meet Johnny, Ying, Kim. We went Changi to eat Stingray. Ying and Kim went to Changi first cause i was late. Johnny come fetch me, then we go together. After awhile, TingYing and Shawn came down. After they eaten, went to Some other places first. So left me, Johnny, Ying and Kim. We were Bored like a Bee~ hahas~ Familiar uhs, this phrase. =X Johnny wanted to buy cigg, so went Geylang with him buy. Came back Changi look for them again. lols~ They planned to go OCH. so while waiting for Tingying and shawn come, I went to Work at Changi. Being an Aqua. hahas! Just kidding! I'mma Pure Girl! After they come, we went OCH. It was like SO scary lah! ROARS~ hahas. but they still insisted to go in. Don't expect me to wait outside alone for them. So i followed them. =( I'm timid like a mouse. Damn scary. Somemore only 6 people. After went Och, went to Japanese School, saw 2 couple, they was going in to the Japanese School too. They ask us whether are we going in, so we say we're going in. Okay. Apparently, motorbike only 2 person sit. but then, we're like 3 person in a MOTOR! hahas! First time lor. So we went in together. So scary. Those malay guy, say that a girl in white was walking slowly at the 2th floor, waiting for us to go in the School. So Creepy! i was so Scare already!! Then we were like going in and out of the School area, the parade square there. Haven even entered the School, they ask us to go out. Roars~ Damn Scary! hahs. Okay, so we're tired of going in and out. And it was about to 5+ already. So we decided to go Changi there eat Egg in the morning. Hahas, after that, ying and Johnny go already. Cause ying have to pass something to the school and Johnny Bravo Fetch her. Haha! Then left me and Kim, we took bus go home. The End~ Sad, My Hubby going New Zealand Tomorrow in the morning already. I'm going to the Airport with him~ Misses<3*

Theres some problem with the blog Date and Time. ((:
Now is [ 6.32PM ; Monday ; 5th June '20o6]

ROARS~

Uhms, now is 8.44 a.m. And i can't get to sleep. So decided to blog. I've no idea why i can't sleep. Just now having work until 2.30a.m. Fun but tiring. hahas. After that, went spotlight to meet YingYing and JunHao. We're like so Bored! Ate mac. After that, we went 7-eleven to buy some stuffs to eat again like titbits and sweets. Then hao keep talking about his last time trip to Australia, he say until like so fun lah! hahas. He's so cute. Saying what their toilet in Aust is like a Lift. hahas. After some talk, we went back to Mac again. Ying wants to go toilet. It was like so funny! Hao making Ying's hair messy! like asking her to make abit more fat. hahas. Keep saying He likes Avril Lavigne, Right Hao? Lols! I Loves Miyavi lah! Gonna Sleep soon. Talk to Hao and WeiJie in Msn. Suddenly that Meanie.L come talk to me like typing " o.o " . So disturbing. hahas~ I know why he got Stitch already lahs. Say me too much Meanie.S already. That's why God is Punishing him! hahas. Kidding. xP Gtg, Good Morning~ ((:

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