Whenever i clicked onto my blog, i felt like updating.
But but but, i don't really know what is going hell on in my mind.
Fuck. Brainwash me puhlease?!

You'll never guess how I'm feeling right now.

I have never felt so lost, helpless, restless before.
I don't want to think about it, but i can't help myself not to.
It keeps haunting me.
Sometimes i really don't get the reason why...


Nobody to turn to...

The particular song reminds me of you.

Current Song : F.I.R - Ni Hen Ai Ta

当你决定　你要离开我　我没有说什么　就当作你自由
有好几次我都想挽留　哭求也没有用　就当作是寂寞

因为我能明白　他的温柔　对你是种解脱
就坦白告诉我　谁是你的最爱

其实你很爱他　对我的惩罚　说你没有想他　是可怜我吧
我已没有借口　只能放手　不肯奢求　你说爱我

其实你很爱他　他很温柔吗　其实你很想他　就说出口吧
我已不想多说　捂住耳朵　不想再次听到你说　你很爱他

其实你很爱他　对我的惩罚　说你没有想他　是可怜我吧
我已没有借口　只能放手　不肯奢求　你说爱我

其实你很爱他　他很温柔吗　其实你很想他　就说出口吧
我已不想多说　捂住耳朵　不想再次听到你说　你很爱他

the rain of your existence is falling down on me

I keep deleting whatever I write, for no reason.
At first I wrote a whole big chunk of words, end up backspace everything again..
I really don't know what's my mind is going on..
I need a break seriously.
I feel like screaming out loud!
Perhaps, suffering from depression?

How unpredictable can life be?
HAPPY SAD HAPPY SAD?! ):
Feelings, What are they?
Sometimes, it's weird to even think about it.
I wonder how people thinks :/

- M I S E R A B L E . M I S E R Y -

If you happen to read my blog
There's something i wish to know
Do you still love me?

The moment I woke up,
The first thought that ran through my mind was all about him.
I really do miss him alot...

现在的我们已不同了
不知我还能说什么
只能眼镇镇的让你走
心里的痛让我难已忍受
但是我明白
爱一个人一定要让他辛福
说过的话我不会反悔
既然你明显的表是要我离开
我也就不在防埃你的生活
和以前一样
我还是会真心的祝福你

If I had a wish, I would turn back the hands of time.

I got to learn to be strong

Sorry for the lack of updates.

I'm like almost out every single day. Because I know that I can't stick my ass home for the entire day. I'll go crazy for thinking about every single stuffs.

I admit. You're the one always appearing in my mind. No matter what I am doing, i just can't shake you off my fucking mind! :(

Seriously, i'm totally lost of directions...

I don't know how to describe the feelings i'm having now.

I don't know what to do..

Sigh
Tell me that whatever i'm thinking ain't true
I'm controlling myself
Trying my very best not to contact you, but i simply failed to do so
I've realize I'm needing you
I hate false hope
:'(

Do you still think of me like I think about you.

Y

Y

Y

I was about to blog.

But somehow i choose to backspace everything away.

Cried like a fucking clown for the past few days.

Wasn't in the mood to blog nowadays...

So pardon me, yeah?

Hope you guys understand my situation now..

I promise i'll update soon.

Stay tune!

Indeed,

I'm feeling miserable & restless.

But what am i suppose to do?

God, take all my sorrows away.