Hellooo, woke up by Justin around 2+pm. Saying he was bored working. Nothing to do. Damn mean. I thought what happen. Bastard. Now i can't get back to sleep. Nevermind. Chatted with my friends. So kinda bored today. Later going BumbleBee with my Classmates and Friends. WooHoo~ Hahas. Hope it will be fun later!((x

I Miss You, Darling* (:

Saturday, Went drinking with Whit. Wanna drink and Forgets Everything in our mind. Just broke off with my bf last Thursday. I was sad like hell. We drank till drunk at Fisherman Village. I'm so drop dead at that time, can't really stand up too. Whitney can't even walk properly to the ladies. So i tried my best to walk properly to the toilet after that we went out to drink again. After drinking the very last mug, i was damn drunk, so was Whitney. I lied on the table. Didn't know that Whitney called Darren to come and pick me up. We've broken up, but in the end, he heard about i was drunk, he rush down to fisherman to fetch me home. But i can't go home like this cause mother will scold, so went to his place and sleep. When alight his house downstairs, i vomit everything lahs. After that, he helped me to his room, and i slept his whole bed till he sleep at his sofa. but after awhile, we patched back. I'm like the happiest girl in the world. Lols. Although it's abit lose face to ask for break and patch, but i don't mind at all. I won't even bother how people think cause i love him too much till i can sacrifice anything for him. Even anything to change for him.

To Dear*Darren, if he happen to read it. But i know he won't.
Thanks for taking care of me even though we broke off but we're together now. I was so happy when you came to bring me home when i was drunk at FishermanV. Didn't know you would come cause it's already midnight. And I'm really very very happy at that time when you agreed to be mine again<3*
He's the Guy that i Love and Miss most(:

To Whitney*Bestie,
Thanks for congrating me(: Although he and me have just patched up, but we still do have some conflicts between us. But i know we'll solve it together. Bestie, Look on the bright side okay? Don't make me worry. I know you're still sad over that guy. But from the day you know he's not worth your everything. But you and him are very sweet couple. So loving everytime when i see both of you together. You know who i'm refering to uh? So cheer up kay? Always ask me be strong and all, You must be Strong too okay!? Anything, just ring me up. I'll be there for you! Take Cares alright! Actually, i miss you. =x Don't know why also. Out of a sudden miss you. Love<3

Thanks For Giving Me Chances And Chances Again.

Thank You For Your Love.

I Promise(:

Come Back To Me Please! Will You! Without You, Things has changed, Don't feel like doing anything. Locked myself in the room for whole day. Didn't eat for today. No appetite.
How i wish you would talk to me. How i wish you would patch with me, ask me out now. I'll be the happiest girl ever. But, this are all my wishful thinking. It won't happen again, I know. I Just want you to be mine again. I regretted. Out of my anger and sadness, i just broke off with him. I cried so badly, at one of the block opposite my school. 7 floor. If i could just jump down of the building, i wish i could die then. But, i don't want to, cause i wanna be with him still. But now, things has changed. He won't msg me again, now was all i msg him. He won't replied. I was so sad. Worned Out. I need him badly. If he know how i feel.

Totally Worned Out.

Death Upon Me.

Slashing Wrist all the time.

Wish i could just Die now!

Having Maths Paper 1 today. It was like So hard to do. Gonna fail my N level! Doing halfway don't feel like doing it. Daydreaming. Staring into blank space. After exams, went with My dear, Hafidah they all buy ciggs. Went to eat too as i was kinda Hungry. After eating, Went to meet Whitney and the rest. They were sitting under the block next to our school playing True Or Dare. Lols. After met them, asked me to play. So joined them play awhile. Was like so Funny lahs. Keep kena Yvonne. I kena one time, chosen True. And they asked, the furthest my bf and i do was what! Wth lahs. Lols. I shouldn't say the answer over here. Lols. Played till around 30 mins Then we went Icon Minimart to buy things to eat. Mei Hong bought Candles, so we played with Candles. It was fun. Think almost 1 year we Sisters din't gather together and had fun. But left Hafidah wasn't with us. After that, i went to meet my baby! I miss him so much now. Around 4+, went home. Now i'm at home. Blogging, Chatting with Friends. So bored at home. Nothing to do. Sigh. Guess i've nothing much to say. Shall blog till here. Will blog again.

I'm Missing You Badly, Darling-

Meet The School Girls!

Whit ; Star * Bestie<3

Went school for English Paper 1 and 2 and Technical Studies. Paper 2 was kinda hard. But i did managed to complete everything. Technical Studies was quite hard! Just anyhow do. Hahas. But hope i can pass every of my exams. So tiring today, Din't sleep much. Maybe because i'm not used the time i always sleep for school. Always sleeps around 8plus in the morning. So it's abit hard to sleep early. Today, went out, met WeiBin. Sooner or later, Met whitney*Bestie, and her bf*Alex. Went Mr.Prata to eat. About 6.40pm, Alex had to go back to camp. Ate till damn late. After that, WeiBin went home cause he wanna bet on Soccer. Wasting money! So left Whitney and Me stone-ing at Mr.Prata. We were so bored. So whitney decided to call GuanWei come, So i called him. After that HanWen came along too. Went 814 to meet LiTian. I was like So so Bored! Dying of Boredom. And that WenWen kept Disturbing me like crazy lah. Angry! Stupid Idiotic. =x Not going to post so much. Gonna study alittle and Sleep! Will blog again when i'm free. TakeCares Peeps(:

I Love You, Baby.<3

!!!!!!!!

I SERIOUSLY FEEL LIKE HATING YOU NOW! BUT I CAN'T. WHY? ALL THIS TORMENTS I'M GOING THROUGH ARE DRIVING ME CRAZY! AND YOU? CAN BE IN CLASS SO HAPPILY? WRITE TESTI FOR OTHER GIRLS SO EASILY, YET FOR ME. LIKE HAVING DIFFICULTIES. I JUST WANTS TO KNOW NOW, WHETHER DO YOU STILL LOVE ME OR DOESN'T ANYMORE? IF YOU DON'T, I'LL LEAVE YOU ALONE!

FALLEN APART):

hatred!

I SERIOUSLY HATE THE WAY YOU TREATED ME. CAUSING ME DOING ALL THIS SILLY STUFFS. COMMITTING SUICIDE AND EVERYTHING.

CAN YOU SEE HOW MUCH DID I SACRIFICE, EVEN GIVING UP MY LIFE. I DON'T THINK YOU CAN FEEL HOW MISERABLE I FEEL!

TEARS AND TEARS

DROPS OF BLOODS

WHAT'S NEXT? DEATH?

T.T

Pictures.

Those Happy Times We Were Together. Hope It Will Last.

I LOVE YOU, DEAR<3

How do i live without you?

Din't went school today. Don't feel like going to school due to some reason.

Hais, Sometimes i feel should i just give up on this relationship? I'm feeling very miserable and tired of this relationship. Things has keep repeating the same things. Why can't those things just stop and we can be happy together? Do you think always i wants to quarrel with you? Because i told you those girls i dislike you to msg with but i guess you still wants to msg them. You kept telling me that you never msg her anymore. I know you still did. Maybe behind my back, i won't even know. Not i don't want to trust you, this thing makes me don't trust you do you know that? Guess you won't know because you won't come to my blog and see what i've written. I really love you alot, but this few days, why you keep avoiding me like this? Because of what? i totally lost! I feel like committing suicide. Really feel like dying. Really am i. ):

Tears is what i get back in return!

I don't UNDERSTAND why are you treating me so WEIRDLY now? You LOVE me no MORE? Someone Please tell me what am i gonna do! I'm SO lost WITHOUT you! Tell Me Pls!, Someone. Whose gonna be right there for me when i'm down? I'm feeling so paranoid. Not knowing what to do! Been crying all for you. And what did i get back from you? Sadness is what i get back in return. :'(

Am i surpose to get TREATED this way? Why should i deserve all this nonsense?
Because i've fallen so DEEPLY for you? TEARS-