Uhms, Never blog for the past few days. No time to blog. Been going out Rounding and all. Today, didn't went to school. Don't feel like going so rot at home.

Now i can feel that Whitney and me, we've been back to the older days that we usually had. Yesterday she din't attend school, i was like at the parade square. Why whitney never come school? Lols. Past few days, first time went Rounding with her. Was fun though sometimes she feel moody. We've to overcome it together alrights. What's in your mind, put them all behind and start anew. Don't hang on behind. There're still lots of things you haven do okays. Don't think of always dying and dying. Now, i have things, i will ask for her help. Feeling down, went to her and she kind of cheers me up.

Sigh, after one go and another girl had been msging him. Why uhs? Always must have one obsticle blocking our relationship turns better. Can that happen to stop and we'll be like how we used to be when we just got together. So loving. Really don't know what to do. Why must he always makes me jealous, sad? he don't seems to care me lahs, when i msg boys or what? He don't even mind. How i wish he could at least get jealous abit and i can feel that he still love me and do care for me. ):

I just wanna lay here in your arms with your hand on my face.

Thoughts.

Today same, went to school at 9.30 for CPA Prelim and ends at 11. Quite hard, but still manage to finish it in time. Today going to buy new phone. Yay! Love my mom. <3

Went to see Whitney's blog just now. I shed a tear when i saw she wrote a little note for me. I really did shed a tear. At first, i din't realised that she's writing to me, thought she writing about other people and i happen to see my name.

Whitney, i really regret last time didn't treasure much about our sistership. I put you into so much torments that you going through last time. Because of my stupidness for a boy, i led you into such a sadness and pain road. I shouldn't had let go of such a nice friend to a guy i shouldn't had. Sister for 4 years, i still chosen the guy. It was all my stupidness. Let bygones be bygones. Sorry for causing you so much pain. I know you do still feel upset over some thing which i should know when i reading through your blog. You can always find and talk to me. You lent me once your listening ear, i can lend you mine too. I'll always be there for you bestie. I can see you startng to overcome all your sadness and grown to smile often. I know sometimes you in school is just acting to be happy. Sometimes i'm like that too. But i'm not feeling good myself. Because of some relationship problem. I wants you to be like last time Whitney. Joyful and Cheerful alright. You look much prettier when you put on a smile.(: We can overcome this together. I'll always be there for you, even if you don't, i will still always be there. Loved.

Sadness.

I Really Need You By My Side. Really Do. Without You, My Life Seems Meaningless To Me.
Crying All Night Long.

I'm Going Crazy Alone In A Daze.

Tears.

The Pain is Killing Me.

Cries.

Got home after my D&T prelim exam paper. So hard to do. Drawing here and there. Starring blankly at the paper. Throat damn pain, no mood to do the paper either. Section B and C don't know how to do. Guess i'm failing this paper already. No confident in this paper. Even english paper.

Are we drifting apart? I hope not. I miss you so much. Guess i need you more then you need me now. Maybe because you're the only one i wants to spend with now. I wish i could be with you wherever you go. )):

Sacrifice For Love?

I Miss You Day And Night, Seems Like You're Still Here.

I Need You Here With Me.

-Suffering In Silence-

Sweet Couple.

;<3Lovely Couple*-

A Public Affair.

Saturday, Went with My Dear, Wei Xian, Justin, Alistair, Aaron and Justin to watch fireworks at Esplanade. It was France. we was late for the Fireworks! But at least we get to see some of the fireworks. Not bad only. I captured some of the photos. Hahs. After see-ing fireworks, head to Marina Square to check out on movies. But it was kinda late, so we went back to Tampines Mall watched See No Evil. It was like damn scary lahs. For me lahs. Lols. I don't even dare to see. Kept covering with Justin's jacket as i'm too afraid! After the movie, slacked awhile then go home already. And forgoodness sake, i can't sleep for the 2 days cause of that bloody show! Kept thinking about the big size monster WWE kate? (not sure his name), like he's going to chase me or something? Lols.

Sunday, Woke up at around 3+. Hao asked me out cause he's bored at home! So met him at 5.45. Took bus to Tamp Mac waiting for Ying to come. I was feeling damn sick. Sore throat is killing me. Bought some herbal drink and Strepsils? So bitter can the drink! 3 of us were damn bored. Went to play arcade. The touch screen thingy, then shop here and there. Walk until our legs going to rot. After that, went to meet my dear at Safra, he's playing dota with Nelson they all. Me and him damn cold towards each other? Like as if we're friends. Din't talk much to each other. I've no idea why. I had those kind of feelings that he's going to dump me soon. But i asked him, he said he just don't like himself? Saying he feels awkward when he speaks to me. I feel damn sad. Cried while msging him. I'm really feel sad when he tolds me that. Breaks my heart. I got that feeling that he doesn't loves me anymore. I really hope we won't quarrel again or what already.

Monday, Went school for English Prelim, Paper 1 and 2. Paper 1 was damn hard lahs. Think i'm going to fail my paper 1. Paper 2 alrights. After exam, Went to buy ciggs with my classmates. After that played Basketball together with them. Kind of bored so joined them. Hahas. Damn funny lah! Stupid nelson keep spitting on the floor. Then the bball kena his damn saliva. So yucks lah! eeeyer. LOLS. hmms, going to rest now. So tired. Blog again. Here's some pictures of the fireworks. ((:

Pictures.

My Lovely Sweet Sixteen Birthday Cake.

My Daily Drink. ' Pink Dolphin ' .

Sick.

SICK SICK SICK.

Having flu and sore throat now. Guess is because of my bf. Passed to me his sickness. Argh! Hate being sick. Damn miserable. hmms, Neverminds. Today, Going to Esplanade Again. I must watch the Fireworks today! Missed it on Thursday. )): Lols. Yesterday went to eat Swensens. Ate Ice-cream. Can't eat much cause ate lunch already. So full. After awhile, Wei xian came and look for me. I asked him to help me finish up my Ice Cream cause it's kinda alot lah! Ask him eat, keep pai seh say he full already. Don't want eat. After we out of Swensen and started to complaint Hungry Hungry. Faster go Long John! Lols. ROARS. After awhile, My dear came to meet me and Wei xian. He looked damn tired due to Soccer Training. Idiot him. Lols. Went safra play Dota. So funny can. Kept making me laugh. Lols. That's all for Today. Will blog again. ((:

I Love You, Darren* Don't doubt my Love for you.

-Angel Hazel-

You Pick Me When I Was Down.

r -Mr Victim ; Miss Murder-r
<3*sweetcouple*<3

r-Tired;Drop Dead- r

r*My Heart Beats For You.r

Got home after school. It was a tiring day.

I just can't figure it out, what has happen to our relationship? Does he still Loves me? Find him weird somehow. Got the kind of feeling too. Hope he didn't lie or hurt me.

Not sleeping well this past 2 days. Didn't get enough sleep. Staying out for 2 nights. ROARS! Din't get to see Fireworks sia! Reach Esplanade too late i guess? Tomorrow will be going again. Don't wanna miss it.There were Darren, Justin, Wei Xian, Khor Nee and Yvonne. We sitting near spotlight. Saw Whitney. She so action lah! lols. Then i went up to her. Saying hi and chat with her awhile. After that we took Mrt heading to Esplanade already. Stood outside Esplanade for don't know what reason also. And i'm having moodswing. No mood to talk. I think i'm just jealous about something or ? i don't know what happen to me also. Just got no mood to talk. Nevermind about it. After eating Long John Silver, we headed down to Katong. Played Pool and Dota. I was damn tired and i can fall asleep anytime on the roadside. So tired lah! They play till 9+ am in the morning! Oh gosh, Drop dead! After that, Wei xian's father came and fetched us home. Uhms, I'm going to rest now. Take Cares Friends. ((:

All My Life;<3*

I will never find another lover sweeter than you,
Sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover more precious than you
More precious than you
Girl you are
Close to me you're like my mother
Close to me you're like my father
Close to me you're like my sister
Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing

And all my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

I said you're all that I'm thinkin' of.....baby

Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger
You're all I'm thinkin' of, I praise the Lord above
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug
I really love you

And all my life, baby, baby, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you, baby
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me

You're all that I ever known
When you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow
You turned my life around
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I ever known
When you smile on your face all I see is a glow
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I ever known
When you smile on your face all I see is a glow
You picked me up when I was down
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes I pray that you do love me too

All my life
I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

Do You Notice, I'm Gone?

Since i'm kind of bored now, i shall blog. it's 11.22pm already. Going to sleep soon, due to having school tomorrow. Don't feel like going to school. So bored and tiring. On wednesday, didn't go to school cause the period sucks. 3 periods of English. Oh my, neverminds. So, my dear came to meet me in the morning 9+. Then we went to Tampines Mall meet Hafidah and Haslinda. We planned to catch a movie. We watched The Lake House, since i've been craving for that show since the day it's out. So we went to watch it. The show was damn nice. One word ; Awesome! Really. Hahas, some part were funny. The dog was like so cute! Ppl, go and watch! Real nice. Lols. Today was a tiring day. We had quarrelled i guess, don't know why we quarrelled too. Sigh. And I cried. Wanted to meet khor nee, then i called her, acting that i'm not crying. But she asked, why you cry? I kept denying. And she said i can hear through your voice. I just kept saying i din't. After awhile, we're okay already. I don't wish to quarrel with him. Hais. Neverminds then. Heading to bed now, kinda tired already. Nights People. Will blog again.

Love Me, Pamper Me, Adore Me