Monday, June 25, 2007

Since i've nothing to do now, i shall upload pictures in order my blog not to get spider-webs. Haha. Updating pictures which i've not posted it yet. I'll just randomly upload it here. (;


This pictures was on our 3rd Month Anniversary that i did for Dear (:




Random pictures ;;
My metta classmates. I miss them >.<
Mac Donald's Oreo Cheesecake.
STAR && MOON(huimin) loves*

Fizah && Zilah ;D

Hariya, Zilah & MEEEE~

STAR && MOON again (:

MOON && STAR again ((x

**030207**


Went Sakae to eat with my Parents ;, not much photo taken.



Somehow, happen to browse through pictures taken with my Classmates and My Lovely Girlfriends, so i intended to upload it up. *Memories* I love you, girls : Khor Nee , Whitney , Yvonne , Hafidah, Yee Ling, Mei Hong!

Classmates for 4 years. Even though we're not in the same class or same school, one fine day, we'll still be united as a group. (: I MISS 4A.

Derder , i love you!

Hugging my Bestie!

WhitneyWee, Do you still remember you wrote this for me? (:

Dining at Paris on last year KhorNee's Birthday. Had lots of laughters and funs! LOVE-

This was my last time photo. Cmi luhs~ LOL!

Alright, there are still more pictures to upload. I'll upload it some other day when i'm free. I'm very tired and lazy to upload anymore pictures now. I'm getting lazier and lazier each day. x.x

Just came home from bf's place. Had supper and went home. As usual, been staying over at his house. Past two days i think?, went Seletar to chill. Seen alot kinds of bikes, cars and so on. Racing with each other. Some of the bike sound is like so darn loud and it's making me insane. Worse is those white smoke. Omg. So smoky luh and it's smelly of course. Lol. Their oil too much to waste. Haha. It's isn't that boring actually. I wanna have bike licence! Dear taught me how to ride the bike. I know alittle bit of it, and i manage to ride alittle. Lols! ;D

I guess it's really the time to switch back my sleeping time as i'm like always sleeping in the early morning and wakes up in the evening or even night. Gonna be panda soon. >.<

Alright, i've nothing much to blog about now. Kinda pissed off! >:(

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Purest Of Pain
Dear's cousin : AnAn ** Very Adorable. :DD
See his cute lil tummy. Hahas. Darn cute!
My lovely classmate girls whom hang out together! (:

Hohoho, my blog is full of spider-webs around now! *LAUGHS. It's like 1 week blog 1 time? Lols. No time to blog and lazyy. When comes to blogging, i'll keep thinking what to update for today and goes on. I'll blog if i could draw out time. Okokay, i shall start updating now, if i can remember some.

Same goes for this week. Spending enjoyable time with my bf and friends. Went rounding, fishing/crabbing. Rounding, i've nothing much to say about, cause it's just mainly going one place to another place with a group of friends and have fun. Okay, now talk about fishing/crabbing time! My bf and me early afternoon meet up Tata and his cousin's friend to make his cousin insurance thingy for bike stuffs at the bike shop. We waited for like almost to 1hr, and we gave up waiting. Cause tata wanted to buy stuffs for his army thing. So we headed to .....?? I can't remember the place called what. Hahas. After buying, went to chongpang, buy crabbing net or fishing net. Don't know is which one. Then blah blah blah, skipped this part cause i can't remember what we did. Lols. Around 11pm+, cabbed down to 311 to meet up friends there. I told bf not to ride bike there and ride bicycle with them, cause it's like if we ride bike, we'll reach there first. So decided to ride bicycle with them. Must together together then fun! Lols. Okay, there's 9 of us, and there's only 7 bicycle? So supposed to be dear topang me, but then i wanna ride myself! Hahas. So one of his friend topang another person, and i get to ride myself. Weeeee~ So we setted off! Ride halfway, Rain. Zzz. Spoilt our day! GRRR, but it's still fun though, cycling in the rain. It was coldddd. Shivering. After awhile, i got tired and dear topang me. Heh heh. It's kinda long way there. At last, we reached Smb jetty! Gosh, legs wobbling. It's raining quite heavy too. So we started fishing/crabbing. Hahas. In the end, NO fishes/crabbies! EEEKKKS. Lols, even if have, i won't eat it too. ;D After that, around 5+ in the morning, we cycled back to one Prata shop and eat! After eating, headed home. Dear topang me. I can see that he's tired to topang me! Hahah! I wanted to take turns and topang each other, but he don't want. So got no choice, topang me back his house all the way and soon after we reached home! Poor baby*):

Bad news: The consequences of not excercising, i'm getting FATTER! My goodness. Had been eating alot. I need to lose weight! ARGGGHH. Needa set a day for jogging soon!

Before ending my post, i wanna say that i miss my boyfriend so so much. He have been pampering me. Thanks dearest(: Sometimes we even quarrel over some small misunderstanding. But then, after while, we manage to solve things out. I love you so much till i don't wanna let you go. I hope you feel the same way too. Love, Star. (:



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anon: I just blogged (:
fengy: Lols, i know my blog is full of spider-webs liao. Haha. No time to blog luh pongie. xD
someone: Yeah, i'm doing fine with my bf. Loves*
MeiJuan: Relinked. Take lotsa cares too (:
annonnn: I've no idea why is her blog not working anymore.
JOYCE: okokay, i'll update my blog. (;
alison: Lols, no luh, i still wants my hair to get even longer! haha. See ya soon too! Take lotsa cares.
yi_kuang: DEAR, I LOVE YOU TOO.
!!: It's you, dear. Lols. I was just right beside you luh. Dumb arse.
tiziana: Relinked (:
tiffany: Relinked (:

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

HHHIIIIYYYYAAA~ :DD

I'm back to update my blog! I didn't have the time to update because i'd been staying over at my bf's place for like 1 week? Lols. Now i'm back homeeee. After coming home, i felt kind of awkward? Don't know what's the reason making me to feel that way. But, nevermind about it. Home is always the comfortable place of all! ^^

Okay, i can't really remember what i did for that past 1 week but i'll just randomly write it down. On the first day of the week, went to meet my bf after his work. After which, we went to m'sia to find Chunfa and one of his friend. They went to service their bike and my bf just went in to pump petrol after that we went straight home.
Okayyyyy, and for the rest of the day, i can't remember what we did. Lols. I seriously can't recalled. Friday went rounding with my dear's group of friends. Past 2 days, had been training Gunbound together with bf! Hahas. What a lame game, but then, still worth it, cause playing together with my bf! Heh heh. His brother also together playing with us. *laughs* Uhmmmm, i don't know what else to update now. My braincells are not working at the moment now. So, i guess i shall blog some other day then.

Alright, gonna play Gunbound with my Bf now. Tataaaaa~ :)
Dear, forgive me for giving you attitude/face sometimes, whenever you bring me out.
Don't get angry over it.
:) lovelove*

Monday, June 04, 2007

STRESSSS! Today was OFC paper. I guess i flunk this paper real bad! Darn it. Halfway doing, i really felt like giving up the paper, but i didn't. The paper was like so difficult to do, but i still managed to finish. I'm like rushing to do finished the whole paper, scribbling the whole darn paper.

I am sitting for my last paper which is CRN! and after which is HOLIDAY. Oh god, i'm really soo soooo strreeeessss! Boohoo>.< '

Going to STUDY STUDDYYY Now! ( insert sad smiley )


I miss you badly, HYK.
You're all that occupied in my mind.
):

Sunday, June 03, 2007

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Exams are just tomorrow, and I can't concentrate myself studying at home. The memories just keep lingers in my mind. Tears keep running down my cheeks. I just feel like locking myself in the room. I couldn't make myself stop thinking of our memories. It just keep running through my mind. Frankly speaking, i seriously don't know what i can do now. I'm totally lost. ):

I really had no mood. Neither do i feel like eating nor drinking. Had no appetite.


I just wanna tell you how much 'i love you' .
):

The day you went away

I'm utterly sad! ):

I know it's too late to apologise to you. It's my wrong. I shouldn't had promised you that i could quit smoking, but yet i can't keep that promise. Times and times again, i broke the promise. And you forgiven me again and again but i took it for granted. Still smoking behind your back. There's a reason behind it, even if i tells you so. You'll say it's excuses and all. But i still wanna say. I know at first, i did told you that i quitted smoking. After while, i picked up smoking again. I've no idea why i would picked up smoking again. It really hard to stop smoking out of a sudden. It takes times. Yes, i do smoke still. But i've cutted down smoking so much and it's really the truth. Even if i say it's the truth, you'll think that i'm lying to you again. Sigh. This time, i guess you'll never ever believe me again.

Now i'm all alone, i don't know what else i can do. All i can do is cry and cry and cry. Listen to those songs which reminds me of him. You won't know what i'm thinking now. ):

If ever you're in my arms again, this time i'll never break your promise again.


How i wish you could call me now
and say you'll forgive me and willing to give me another last chance?
Can't we start all over again?
I'm wishing you would come back to me now.
I wanna cry in your arms.
I need you back here in my life.
Who will dry my tears when I cry?
)':